In which sophie is compelled to seek her fortune.

What?? Sophie stared at the girl on thestool opposite her. She looked just like Lettie. She was wearingLettie?s second-best blue dress, a wonderful blue that suitedher perfectly. She had Lettie?s dark hair and blue eyes.

?I am Martha,? said her sister. ?Who did youcatch cutting up Lettie?s silk drawers? I never toldLettie that. Did you??

?No,? said Sophie, quite stunned. She could see it wasMartha now. There was Martha?s tilt to Lettie?s head, andMartha?s way of clasping her hands round her knees with herthumbs twiddling. ?Why??

?I?ve been dreading you coming to see me,?Martha said, ?because I knew I?d have to tell you.It?s a relief now I have. Promise you won?t tell anyone.I know you won?t tell if you promise. You?re sohonorable.?

?I promise,? Sophie said. ?But why?How??

?Lettie and I arranged it,? Martha said, twiddling herthumbs, ?because Lettie wanted to learn witchcraft and Ididn?t. Lettie?s got brains, and she wants a future whereshe can use them?only try telling that to Mother! Mother?s toojealous of Lettie even to admit she has brains!?

Sophie could not believe Fanny was like that, but she let it pass.?But what about you??

?Eat your cake,? said Martha. ?It?s good.Oh, yes, I can be clever too. It only took me two weeks at Mrs.Fairfax?s to find the spell we?re using. I got up atnight and read her books secretly, and it was easy really. Then Iasked if I could visit my family and Mrs. Fairfax said yes.She?s a dear. She thought I was homesick. So I took the spelland came here, and Lettie went back to Mrs. Fairfax pretending to beme. The difficult part was the first week, when I didn?t knowall the things I was supposed to know. It was awful. But I discoveredthat people like me?they do, you know, if you like them ?and then it was all right. And Mrs. Fairfax hasn?tkicked Lettie out, so I suppose she managed too.?

Sophie chomped at cake she was not really tasting. ?But whatmade you want to do this??

Martha rocked on her stool, grinning all over Lettie?s face,twirling her thumbs in a happy pink whirl. ?I want to getmarried and have ten children.?

?You?re not quite old enough!? said Sophie.

?Not quite,? Martha agreed. ?But you can seeI?ve got to start quite soon in order to fit ten children in.And this way gives me time to wait and see if the person I want likesme for being me . The spell?s going to wear offgradually, and I shall get more and more like myself, yousee.?

Sophie was so astonished that she finished her cake withoutnoticing what kind it had been. ?Why ten children??

?Because that?s how many I want,? SaidMartha.

?I never knew!?

?Well, it wasn?t much good going on about it when youwere so busy backing Mother up about me making my fortune,?Martha said. ?You thought Mother meant it. I did too, untilFather died and I saw she was just trying to get rid of us? puttingLettie where she was bound to meet a lot of men and get married off,and sending me as far away as she could! I was so angry I thought,Why not? And I spoke to Lettie and she was just as angry and we fixedit up. We?re fine now. But we both feel bad about you.You?re far too clever and nice to be stuck in that shop for therest of your life. We talked about it, but we couldn?t see whatto do.?

?I?m all right,? Sophie protested. ?Just abit dull.?

?All right?? Martha exclaimed. ?Yes, you proveyou?re all right by not coming near here for months, and thenturning up in a frightful gray dress and shawl, looking as if evenI scare you! What?s Mother been doing toyou??

?Nothing,? Sophie said uncomfortably.?We?ve been rather busy. You shouldn?t talk aboutFanny that way, Martha. She is your mother.?

?Yes, and I?m enough like her to understandher,? Martha retorted. ?That?s why she sent me sofar away, or tried to. Mother knows you don?t have to be unkindto someone in order to exploit them. She knows how dutiful you are.She knows you have this thing about being a failure becauseyou?re only the eldest. She?s managed you perfectly andgot you slaving away for her. I bet she doesn?t payyou.?

?I?m still an apprentice,? Sophie protested.

?So am I, but I get a wage. The Cesaris know I?m worthit,? said Martha. ?That hat shop is making a mint these days, and all because of you! You made that green hat thatmakes the Mayor?s wife look like a stunning schoolgirl,didn?t you??

?Caterpillar green. I trimmed it,? said Sophie.

?And the bonnet Jane Farrier was wearing when she met thatnobleman,? Martha swept on. ?You?re a genius withhats and clothes, and Mother knows it! You sealed your fate when youmade Lettie that outfit last May Day. Now you earn the money whileshe goes off gadding??

?She?s out doing the buying,? Sophie said.

?Buying!? Martha cried. Her thumbs whirled.?That takes her half a morning. I?ve seen her, Sophie,and heard the talk. She?s off in a hired carriage and newclothes on your earnings, visiting all the mansions down the valley!They?re saying she?s going to buy that big place down atVale End and set up in style. And where are you??

?Well, Fanny?s entitled to some pleasure after all herhard work bringing us up,? Sophie said. ?I supposeI?ll inherit the shop.?

?What a fate!? Martha exclaimed.?Listen??

But at that moment two empty cake racks were pulled away at theother end of the room, and an apprentice stuck his head through fromthe back somewhere ?Thought I heard your voice, Lettie,?he said, grinning in the most friendly and flirtatious way.?The new baking?s just up. Tell them.? His head,curly and somewhat floury, disappeared again. Sophie thought helooked a nice lad. She longed to ask if he was the one Martha reallyliked, but she did not get a chance. Martha sprang up in a hurry,still talking.

?I must get the girls to carry all these through to theshop.? She said. ?Help me with the end of thisone.? She dragged out the nearest rack and Sophie helped herhump it past the door into the roaring, busy shop. ?You must dosomething about yourself, Sophie,? Martha panted as they went.?Lettie kept saying she didn?t know what would happen toyou when we weren?t around to give you some self-respect. Shewas right to be worried.?

In the shop Mrs. Cesari seized the rack from them in both massivearms, yelling instructions, and a line of people rushed away pastMartha to fetch more. Sophie yelled goodbye and slipped away in thebustle. It did not seem right to take up more of Martha?s time.Besides, she wanted to be alone to think. She ran home. There werefireworks now, going up from the field by the river where the Fairwas, competing with the blue bangs from Howl?s castle. Sophiefelt more like an invalid than ever.

She thought and thought, and most of the following week, and allthat happened was that she became confused and discontented. Thingsjust did not seem to be the way she thought they were. She was amazedat Lettie and Martha. She had misunderstood them for years. But shecould not believe Fanny was the kind of woman Martha said.

There was a lot of time for thinking, because Bessie duly left tobe married and Sophie was mostly alone in the shop. Fanny did seem tobe out a lot, gadding or not, and trade was slack after May Day.After three days Sophie plucked up enough courage to ask Fanny,?Shouldn?t I be earning a wage??

?Of course, my love, with all you do!? Fanny answeredwarmly, fixing on a rose-trimmed hat in front of the shop mirror.?We?ll see about it as soon as I?ve done theaccounts this evening.? Then she went out and did not come backuntil Sophie had shut the shop and taken that day?s hatsthrough to the house to trim.

Sophie at first felt mean to have listened to Martha, but whenFanny did not mention a wage, either that evening or any time laterthat week, Sophie began to think that Martha had been right.

?Maybe I am being exploited,? she told a hatshe was trimming with red silk and a bunch of wax cherries,?but someone has to do this or there will be no hats at all tosell.? She finished that hat and started on a starkblack-and-white one, very modish, and a quite new thought came toher. ?Does it matter if there are no hats to sell?? sheasked it. She looked round at the assembled hats, on stands orwaiting in a heap to be trimmed. ?What good are you all??she asked them. ?You certainly aren?t doing me a scrap ofgood.?

And she was within an ace of leaving the house and settling out toseek her fortune, until she remembered she was the eldest and therewas no point. She took up the hat again, sighing.

She was still discontented, alone in the shop next morning, when avery plain young woman customer stormed in, whirling a pleatedmushroom bonnet by its ribbons. ?Look at this!? the younglady shrieked. ?You told me this was the same as the bonnetJane Farrier was wearing when she met the Count. And you lied.Nothing has happened to me at all!?

?I?m not surprised,? Sophie said, before she hadcaught up with herself. ?If you?re fool enough to wearthat bonnet with a face like that, you wouldn?t have the wit tospot the King himself if he came a begging? if he hadn?t turnedto stone first just at the sight of you.?

The customer glared. Then she threw the bonnet at Sophie andstormed out of the shop. Sophie carefully crammed the bonnet into thewastebasket, panting rather. The rule was : Lose your temper, lose acustomer. She had just proven that rule. It troubled her to realizehow very enjoyable it had been.

Sophie had no time to recover. There was the sound of wheels andhorse hoofs and a carriage darkened the window. The shop bell clangedand the grandest customer she had ever seen sailed in, with a sablewrap drooping from her elbows and diamonds winking all over her denseblack dress. Sophie?s eyes went to the lady?s wide hatfirst? real ostrich plume dyed to reflect the pinks and greens andblues winking in the diamonds and yet still look black. This was awealthy hat. The lady?s face was carefully beautiful. Thechestnut brown hair made her seem young, but?Sophie?seyes took in the young man who followed the lady in, a slightlyformless-faced person with reddish hair, quite well dressed, but paleand obviously upset. He stared at Sophie with a kind of beseechinghorror. He was clearly younger than the lady. Sophie was puzzled.

?Miss Hatter?? the lady asked in a musical butcommanding voice.

?Yes,? said Sophie. The man looked more upset thanever. Perhaps the lady was his mother.

?I hear you sell the most heavenly hats,? said thelady. ?Show me.?

Sophie did not trust herself to answer in her present mood. Shewent and got out hats. None of them were in this lady?s class,but she could feel the man?s eyes following her and that madeher uncomfortable. The sooner that lady discovered the hats were allwrong for her, the sooner this odd pair would go. She followedFanny?s advice and got out the wrongest first.

The lady began rejecting hats instantly. ?Dimples,?she said to the pink bonnet, and ?Youth? to thecaterpillar-green one. To the one of twinkles and veils she said,?Mysterious allure. How very obvious. What else haveyou??

Sophie got out the modish black-and-white, which was the only hateven remotely likely to interest this lady.

The lady looked at it with contempt. ?This one doesn?tdo anything for anybody. You?re wasting my time, MissHatter.?

?Only because you came in and asked for hats? Sophiesaid. ?This is only a small shop in a small town, Madam. Whydid you?? Behind the lady, the man gasped and seemed to betrying to signal warningly. ??bother to come in?? Sophiefinished, wondering what was going on.

?I always bother when someone tries to set themselves upagainst the Witch of the Waste,? said the lady.?I?ve heard of you, Miss Hatter, and I don?t carefor your competition or your attitude. I came to put a stop to you.There.? She spread out her hand in a flinging motion towardsSophie?s face.

?You mean you?re the Witch of the Waste?? Sophiequavered. Her voice seemed to have gone strange with fear andastonishment.

?I am,? said the lady. ?And let that teach youto meddle with things that belong to me.?

?I don?t think I did. There must be somemistake,? Sophie croaked. The man was now staring at her inutter horror, though she could not see why.

?No mistake, Miss Hatter,? said the Witch.?Come, Gaston.? She turned and swept to the shop door.While the man was humbly opening it for her, she turned back toSophie. ?By the way, you won?t be able to tell anyoneyou?re under a spell,? she said. The shop door tolledlike a funeral bell as she left.

Sophie put her hands to her face, wondering what the man hadstared at. She felt soft, leathery wrinkles. She looked at her hands.They were wrinkled too, and skinny, with large veins in the back andknuckles like knobs. She pulled her gray skirt against her legs andlooked down at skinny, decrepit ankles and feet which had made hershoes all knobbly. They were the legs of someone about ninety andthey seemed to be real.

Sophie got herself to the mirror, and found she had to hobble. Theface in the mirror was quite calm, because it was what she expectedto see. It was the face of a gaunt old woman, withered and brownish,surrounded by wispy white hair. Her own eyes, yellow and watery,stared out at her, looking rather tragic.

?Don?t worry, old thing,? Sophie said to theface. ?You look quite healthy. Besides, this is much more likeyou really are.?

She thought about her situation, quite calmly. Everything seemedto have gone calm and remote. She was not even particularly angrywith the Witch of the Waste.

?Well, of course I shall have to do for her when I get thechance,? she told herself, ?but meanwhile, if Lettie andMartha can stand being one another, I can stand being like this. ButI can?t stay here. Fanny would have a fit. Let?s see.This gray dress is quite suitable, but I shall need my shawl and somefood.?

She hobbled over to the shop door and carefully put up the CLOSEDnotice. Her joints creaked as she moved. She had to walk bowed andslow. But she was relieved to discover that she was quite a hale oldwoman. She did not feel weak or ill, just stiff. She hobbled tocollect her shawl, and wrapped it over her head and shoulders, as oldwomen did. Then she shuffled through into the house, where shecollected her purse with a few coins in it and a parcel of bread andcheese. She let herself out of the house, carefully hiding the key inthe usual place, and hobbled away down the street, surprised at howcalm she still felt.

She did wonder if she should say goodbye to Martha. But she didnot like the idea of Martha not knowing her. It was best just to go.Sophie decided she would write to both her sisters when she gotwherever she was going, and shuffled on, though the field where theFair had been, over the bridge, and on into the country lanes beyond.It was a warm spring day. Sophie discovered that being a crone didnot stop her from enjoying the sight and smell of May in thehedgerows, though her sight was a little blurred. Her back began toache. She hobbled sturdily enough, but she needed a stick. Shesearched the hedges as she went for a loose stake of some kind.

Evidently, her eyes were not as good as they had been. She thoughtshe saw a stick, a mile or so on, but when she hauled on it, itproved to be the bottom end of an old scarecrow someone had throwninto the hedge. Sophie heaved the thing upright. It had a witheredturnip for a face. Sophie found she had some fellow feeling for it.Instead of pulling it to pieces and taking the stick, she stuck itbetween two branches of the hedge, so that it stood looming rakishlyabove the may, with the tattered sleeves on its stick arms flutteringover the hedge.

?There,? she said, and her crackled old voicesurprised her into giving a cracked old cackle of laughter.?Neither of us are up to much, are we, my friend? Maybeyou?ll get back to your field if I leave you where people cansee you.? She set off up the lane again, but a thought struckher and she turned back. ?Now if I wasn?t doomed tofailure because of my position in the family,? she told thescarecrow, ?you could come to life and offer me help in makingmy fortune. But I wish you luck anyway.?

She cackled again as she walked on. Perhaps she was a little mad,but old women often were.

She found a stick an hour or so later when she sat down on thebank to rest and eat her bread and cheese. There were noises in thehedge behind her: little strangled squeakings, followed by heavingsthat shook may petals off the hedge. Sophie crawled on her bony kneesto peer past leaves and flowers and thorns into the inside of thehedge, and discovered a thin gray dog in there. It was hopelesslytrapped by a stout stick which had somehow got twisted into a ropethat was tied around its neck. The stick had wedged itself betweentwo branches on the hedge so that the dog could barely move. Itrolled its eyes wildly at Sophie?s peering face.

As a girl, Sophie was scared of all dogs. Even as an old woman,she was quite alarmed by the two rows of white fangs in thecreature?s open jaws. But she said to herself, ?The way Iam now, it?s scarcely worth worrying about,? and felt inher sewing pocket for her scissors. She reached into the hedge withthe scissors and sawed away at the rope around the dog?sneck.

The dog was very wild. It flinched away from her and growled. ButSophie sawed bravely on. ?You?ll starve or throttle todeath, my friend,? she told the dog in her cracked old voice,?unless you let me cut you loose. In fact, I think someone hastried to throttle you already. Maybe that accounts for yourwildness.? The rope had been tied quite tightly around thedog?s neck and the stick had been twisted viciously into it. Ittook a lot of sawing before the rope parted and the dog was able todrag itself out from under the stick.

?Would you like some bread and cheese?? Sophie askedit then. But the dog growled at her, forced its way out through theopposite side of the hedge, and slunk away. ?There?sgratitude for you!? Sophie said, rubbing her prickled arms.?But you left me a gift in spite of yourself.? She pulledthe stick that had trapped the dog out of the hedge and found it wasa proper walking stick, well trimmed and tipped with iron. Sophiefinished her bread and cheese and set off walking again. The lanebecame steeper and steeper and she found the stick a great help. Itwas also something to talk to. Sophie thumped along with a will,chatting to her stick. After all, old people often talk tothemselves.

?There?s two encounters,? she said, ?andnot a scrap of magical gratitude from either. Still, you?re agood stick. I? m not grumbling. But I?m surely due tohave a third encounter, magical or not. In fact, I insist on one. Iwonder what it will be.?

The third encounter came towards the end of the afternoon whenSophie had worked her way quite high into the hills. A countrymancame whistling down the lane toward her. A shepherd, Sophie thought,going home after seeing to his sheep. He was a well-set-up youngfellow of forty or so. ?Gracious!? Sophie said toherself. ?This morning I?d have seen him as an old man.How one?s point of view does alter!?

When the shepherd saw Sophie mumbling to herself, he moved rathercarefully over to the other side of the lane and called out withgreat heartiness, ?Good evening to you, Mother! Where are youoff to??

?Mother?? said Sophie. ?I?m not yourmother, young man!?

?A manner of speaking,? the shepherd said, edgingalong against the opposite hedge. ?I was only meaning a politeinquiry, seeing you walk into the hills at the end of the day. Youwon?t get down into Upper Folding before nightfall, willyou??

Sophie had not considered this. She stood in the road and thoughtabout it. ?It doesn?t matter really,? she said,half to herself. ?You can?t be fussy when you?reoff to seek your fortune.?

?Can?t you indeed, Mother?? said the shepherd.He had now edged himself downhill of Sophie and seemed to feel betterfor it. ?Then I wish you good luck, Mother, provided yourfortune don?t have nothing to do with charming folks?cattle.? And he took off down the road in great strides, almostrunning, but not quite.

Sophie stared after him indignantly. ?He thought I was awitch!? she said to her stick. She had half a mind to scare theshepherd by shouting nasty things after him, but that seemed a littleunkind. She plugged on uphill, mumbling. Shortly, the hedges gave wayto bare banks and the land beyond became heathery upland, with a lotof steepness beyond that covered with yellow, rattling grass. Sophiekept grimly on. By now her knobby old feet ached, and her back, andher knees. She became too tired to mumble and simply plugged on,panting, until the sun was quite low. And all at once it became quiteclear to Sophie that she could not walk a step further.

She collapsed onto a stone by the wayside, wondering what shewould do now. ?The only fortune I can think of is a comfortablechair!? she gasped.

The stone proved to be on a sort of headland, which gave Sophie amagnificent view of the way she had come. There was most of thevalley spread out beneath her in the setting sun, all fields andwalls and hedges, the winding of the river, and the fine mansions ofrich people glowing out from clumps of trees, right down to bluemountains in the far distance. Just below her was Market Chipping.Sophie could look down into its well-known streets. There was MarketSquare and Cesari?s. She could have tossed a stone down thechimney pots of the house next to the hat shop.

?How near it still is!? Sophie told her stick indismay. ?All that walking just to get above my ownrooftop!?

It got cold on the stone as the sun went down. An unpleasant windblew whichever way Sophie turned to avoid it. Now it no longer seemedso unimportant that she would be out on the hills during the night.She found herself thinking more and more of a comfortable chair and afireside, and also of darkness and wild animals. But if she went backto Market Chipping, it would be the middle of the night before shegot there. She might just as well go on. She sighed and stood up,creaking. It was awful. She ached all over.

?I never realized before what old people had to put upwith!? she panted as she labored uphill. ?Still, Idon?t think wolves will eat me. I must be far too dry andtough. That?s one comfort.?

Night was coming down fast now and the heathery uplands wereblue-gray. The wind was also sharper. Sophie?s panting and thecreaking of her limbs were so loud in her ears that it took her awhile to notice that some of the grinding and puffing was not comingfrom herself at all. She looked up blurrily.

Wizard Howl?s castle was rumbling and bumping toward heracross the moorland. Black smoke was blowing up in clouds from behindits black battlements. It looked tall and thin and heavy and ugly andvery sinister indeed. Sophie leaned on her stick and watched it. Shewas not particularly frightened. She wondered how it moved. But themain thing in her mind was that all that smoke must mean a largefireside somewhere inside those tall black walls.

?Well, why not?? she said to her stick. ?WizardHowl is not likely to want my soul for his collection. He onlytakes young girls.?

She raised her stick and waved it imperiously at the castle.

?Stop!? she shrieked.

The castle obediently came to a rumbling, grinding halt aboutfifty feet uphill from her. Sophie felt rather gratified as shehobbled toward it.

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