Chapter Thirty-four

Tully’s lungs screamed for air and she struggled weakly to the surface. The true panic set in when no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t make headway against the current. After spending her life on the water, she never figured it would end this way.

It was hard to accept that it would, but when she couldn’t get her head above the surface she had no choice. Her lungs felt like they were about to burst so she tried again, but the total blackness she was submerged in gave her no clue as to how far she had to go to save herself. As she swam in what she assumed was an upward direction, the churning water slammed her into a thick wooden surface she at first thought was a tree. In reality it was the answer to her prayers—she’d run into Jim Bob’s dock.

Tully wrapped her legs around it just as the rope tied to her waist became taut, and in her weakened condition it almost ripped her from the lifeline, but she refused to let go. With the will of someone who embraced life, she shimmied up the pole until just her face was above the water. The gulps of air that filled her lungs were like a gift, and she greedily sucked them in between coughs.

“Now if you could only figure out how to haul yourself onto the dock,” she thought as she clung to the piling. The rope from the boat was biting into her waist, so whatever she did, it’d have to be quick before the pain gave her no choice but to let go.

A huge bolt of lightning split the night, followed by an instant boom, making goose bumps break out on her arms and legs from its nearness. Though being fried in the water scared Tully, the only way to get out of the situation filled her with dread. The illumination of the lightning helped her see the ladder about fifteen feet downstream from her, curving down from the dock and used to board smaller boats in low tide. It was the last thing between safety and the unknown.

The only way she could reach it was to release the piling and pray she could grab the ladder at the right moment. Guessing wrong would push her farther up the channel and she would drown, she was sure. Her other option was to cut Kara loose and hope the boat didn’t capsize, bringing Kara the same fate. That was the best option, because keeping herself tethered to the boat would only drag her away from the pier. With her mind made up, Tully took a deep breath and let go.

Working on pure adrenaline, she pushed her body out of the water and threw both her hands above her head. She wanted to cry when she felt the solid iron of the ladder under her fingers. Knowing the force of the boat was coming, she quickly looped her arm through the lowest rung. She willed herself to move and looped her other arm through the next rung, high enough now to put her feet on the lower one and pull up. Not for the first time she was extremely grateful for all the exercise Libby had encouraged her to do. If this had happened a year earlier she’d have been fish food by now.

Once out of the water she looped the rope over the top of the ladder to take the strain off her waist. Standing on the pier, she reeled Kara in, and when Kara was close enough Tully could see she had come to and was gripping the side of the boat with white knuckles.

“Hang on,” Tully yelled. “Kara, you have to let go and get out.”

For once Kara didn’t argue. She grabbed the hand Tully was holding out to her and didn’t let go even after she was on her feet. They were safe for the moment, so it was time for Tully to tackle their next problem—the water was lapping at the boards under their feet.

“We have to get out of there before the water gets any higher,” Tully yelled over the wind.

“How?” Kara asked, her voice sounding raspy from a couple of days’ nonuse after she’d finally quit screaming for help.

“By finding something that floats and has a motor attached to it.” With a squeeze to Kara’s fingers Tully dragged her to the large boathouse at the end of the dock. She put her shoulder into the door to force it open, wishing she hadn’t lost her flashlight.

The inside of the building was dark, and she could barely see two boats hanging overhead on straps that kept them out of the water. They both had motors, but the winch that lowered them was electric and she didn’t have time to look for the manual override. Inside, most of the noise disappeared since the caretaker had thought to lower the door that led to the channel.

Tully felt around for something either sharp enough to cut through the straps or capable of unhooking them from the winch itself. Her fingers closed around a wrench, meaning she was in for a climb. “Get up on the worktable in case the water’s coming in faster than I think.”

“Where are you going?” Kara grabbed Tully’s bicep so hard Tully was sure she would have a bruise.

“I’m going to make sure Jim Bob Delacroix sues me for destruction of property.” Tully made it to the first boat and turned on the spotlight on board. She worked to get the bolts out of the front of the boat, figuring she only had to release one side and the craft would slide out. Hopefully it would stay afloat once it hit the water at such an odd angle. The first bolt came out, then the second bolt came loose, and she banged it out the rest of the way by using the wrench as a hammer.

The bow of the boat went below the waterline up to the first set of seats when it hit, but the vessel popped back up like a cork. When she was sure it was going to stay afloat, Tully retrieved the gas can from the other boat and climbed down.

“How are you going to get us out of here?” Kara asked.

“The door should have a crank. If not, I’m crashing through it.” Tully got on board. “Hell, it works in all those Bond movies I’ve seen through the years.”

“Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

Tully connected the gas can to the motor, keeping her fingers crossed that the thing would crank. “Do you mean am I going to kill you in the hurricane or in a fiery crash in the boat?”

“I can see why Jessica didn’t like you much—you’re a smart-ass.”

“Jessica didn’t like me because she decided to start cheating on me and I took offense to it.” Tully walked back to the bow and looked over the edge to make sure Kara had a clear path to the boat. “Let’s get going.”

“I thought you said she did you a favor.”

The manual crank to the rolling door was where she thought it would be, and she opened it just enough for the boat to clear. She didn’t need to trash everything in the place just to escape. “You both did,” she said. “If anything, you showed me that I was just cruising through life instead of enjoying the hell out of it like I used to. A long existence doing nothing but hanging around is only fun if you’re a priceless piece of art—for people it’s a cop-out.”

The higher Tully lifted the door, the more the noise increased, and Kara just sat clutching the back of the seat. “Why did you come back for me, then? If you have everything you want now, why chance it?”

They would have to duck to get out, but Tully secured the line to the door and moved back to work on the motor. It took ten yanks to get it started, but thankfully it sputtered to life. “Because I want my kids to always think of me as someone who does the right thing, no matter who it’s for. I might not always be successful, but at least I try.”

Tully squatted on the floor of the boat and signaled for Kara to put her head down. The wind was still blowing stiffly, filling the channel with whitecaps. “Hang on, because we’re going to have to go through some choppy water before I can get us to safer ground.”

“I don’t think I would’ve come back for you,” Kara screamed at her.

“Aren’t you glad I’m not you, then?” Tully yelled back before she gunned the engine.

In the channel the spotlight was a godsend, but it also let her see just how extensive the flooding was and just how much trouble they could’ve been in if she hadn’t reached that ladder to get out. The dock wasn’t visible anymore, and the island Kara had been stranded on had all but disappeared. Figuring the water was deep enough to accommodate the boat’s motor, Tully headed toward her parents’ house, planning to continue down the drive she’d come up if there was water all the way to the road. The last thing she wanted to do was wait out the storm with Kara while her family was miles away and worried.

Tully noticed more debris and fallen trees than she would’ve expected, but the water was still a few feet from flooding the first floor of the elevated houses. She was relieved that Libby was safe and surrounded by family and not going through this alone.

When she’d given in to her feelings for Libby, Tully had worried about the demons of Libby’s past and what had happened to her parents. Not that she didn’t love Libby deeply, but a small part of her had feared Libby was picking the safe choice, not one that would bring her the most happiness.

“I’m an idiot,” Tully said to herself. Libby could no more hide her feelings than she could be outwardly mean to someone just for kicks. It just wasn’t in her.

“Did you say something?” Kara asked.

“Talking to myself, don’t worry about it. We’re getting close, so try and hold out a little longer.”

“Good. I’m tired of being wet.”

As Tully steered the boat toward the front steps of the porch, she noticed the house was dark, but it had never looked better. The anxious faces pressed to the window of the living room made her smile again. As much as she loved her whole family, it was the three people closest to the door that made her give thanks that she’d had the will to fight her way back. Seeing the relief in Libby, Bailey, and Ralph’s faces made every agonizing moment worth it.

Thankfully, no one stopped Libby as she threw the front door open and ran into Tully’s arms as soon as she made it on the porch. Tully was soaked through, her T-shirt clinging to her and her chinos hanging low because of the weight of the water, but she was alive, and that was all that mattered as Libby greeted her with a long kiss.

Kara sat in the boat, then finally stood up when Jessica called her from the door of the house.

After they dried off, Tully spent the remainder of the storm in her old room sleeping with Libby, the kids close by on air mattresses.

At daybreak the water was still there, but the wind had died down to a stiff thirty-mile-an-hour breeze. Tully knew that as long as it blew in from the south and the levee was damaged, the flooding wouldn’t go anywhere. As she checked to see if she’d damaged Jim Bob’s boat in any way, she watched Ralph and Bailey be cordial to Kara. Earlier that morning they had told Jessica who they wanted to live with and why. They would agree to a visitation schedule, but they wanted to stay with Tully and Libby.

“I guess you won all the way around, huh?” Jessica asked Tully when they were alone on the porch.

“I didn’t realize I was in a contest.”

With the water still high she was planning to return the boat to the boat shed before anyone missed it, then have Gaston give her a ride back in his small boat.

“The kids don’t want anything to do with me, and your young bride can’t stand me either.”

“The kids will come around if you give them the time and attention they want from you, and Libby was probably just taking up for me.”

Kara walked out and put her arm around Jessica’s waist, still appearing dazed from her experience. The bruise on the side of her face had gotten darker from the extra blow Tully had delivered, but she had no apparent long-term damage.

Jessica continued her tirade. “There’s one place you’re going to lose, Tully, and this time there’s nothing you can do about it.”

“What’s that?”

“I’m going to take pleasure in bringing down your precious clients who started this whole mess on a whim. Elijah did that to Kara, and now he’s going to pay for it with the longest sentence I can talk a judge into. He left her out there to die.”

“A wise man told me just recently that your life was like the seasons. You blossom, you sow and reap a family, and then you spend the autumn and winter of your life enjoying all that you’ve planted.” Tully sat on one of the rockers and welcomed Libby to sit on the arm of the chair.

“Well, Elijah is going to spend his seasons in a small cell, if I have anything to do with it,” Jessica said.

“That same wise man told me something else,” Tully said with a relaxed smile.

“What, a poem about a tree?”

“No, the truth about a small girl who died at the hands of a woman her parents entrusted her to, and because she was just a little bit high when she stepped into the operating room, it turned out disastrously. I’ve already settled with the hospital for the mistake so there’s no going back for more, but criminally there’s still plenty of legal maneuvering room.”

Jessica pushed away from Kara and put her finger in Tully’s face. “It’s her word against some kidnapping sadist.”

“It’s her word, all right, or should I say words? She confessed, Jessica, and Elijah got it on tape. I’m not a criminal attorney, but I might dabble a little to tell my own story about a man driven to do what he did because of grief. Grief and suffering that she inflicted, and he and Simone were right all along.” Tully nodded toward Kara. “Maybe you should consider this a wash and let it go. Think of it as a second season, as it were, and try to forget the mistakes of the first one, because that’s exactly what I’m planning to do.”

“He has to pay for what he did to her,” Jessica said again. “Whatever she said to him was because she was trying to get out of a bad situation.”

“She’s right, Jessica, let it go.” Kara moved Jessica’s hand away from Tully’s face.

“I can’t accept that,” Jessica said.

“You don’t have to. It’s up to me to decide, and I say let it go.” Kara turned Jessica around to face her. “Things happen and people act like they aren’t expected to—that goes for all of us. I made a mistake and those people paid, and Elijah made a mistake that Tully paid for by coming to get me,” Kara said. “It’s over.”

“Finally, something we can all agree on,” Tully said as the rest of her family came out to join them. “Let’s go get this boat back, and I’ll tell you the true meaning of being up to your ass in alligators,” she said to Libby.

They all laughed when the kids ran down to the boat, acting like they didn’t want to be left out of any more adventures.

Epilogue

Easter Sunday 2006

“In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, amen. Our mass is ended, go forth in peace and enjoy your Easter Sunday,” said Bishop Goodman. The ten o’clock service at the St. Louis Cathedral was so full that people were standing in the back, unable to find an empty pew.

Libby and Tully and their family sat with the whole Badeaux clan, including Alma, Gaston, and Tully’s two brothers and their families. Even though they weren’t regular churchgoers except for Alma, they had given in to Alma’s request of a day off from house repairs to give thanks for the blessings that had come from so much misery less than a year before. At Alma’s insistence, Simone and Elijah had joined them.

“How long now?” Simone asked Libby as they walked out together. Their case hadn’t been the only thing that had brought them together, and they had spent a lot of weekends in the city so Elijah could help Tully get the house ready and do some carpentry work.

“Three more months, and I’m thanking God it’s going to be before it gets real hot again.”

“Is Tully ready for this new baby?” Simone asked. They were standing on the slate tile in front of the cathedral with little children running around them in their pastel clothes.

Libby watched Tully as she walked Bailey and Ralph to the corner where Jessica was waiting to pick them up for brunch. She would return them later to the house to spend time with their friends and cousins.

“Since she has a little more experience than I do, I think she’s actually more ready than I am.” Libby laughed at how quickly Tully made it back to her side.

“How are you feeling, Simone?” Tully asked, placing her hand over Libby’s swollen midsection.

Libby smiled at the way Tully’s chest puffed out when the baby gave two quick healthy kicks in response to her touch.

“I’m a month ahead of Libby, but I feel great. Being able to give Elijah a family has been the best thing that came out of all this.”

Simone put her hand on her back in a gesture that Libby recognized as an attempt to balance her load, and Elijah was at her side in an instant.

“After being told for so long there’d be no more children because of my first pregnancy, finding out we’re having twin boys has been the miracle I’ve prayed for,” Simone said. “I still miss my little angel, but this has been a blessing.”

“I feel the same way,” Libby said. “After all that happened to us last year it feels good to create something new that will only bring happiness into our lives.”

“That’s until they turn sixteen, then all bets are off,” Tully joked. “We’ll meet you back at the house to eat the food Mama’s been cooking since Friday.”

Once Simone and Elijah walked off, Tully and Libby stood facing each other, knowing these were their last minutes alone until the door of their bedroom closed that night. With Chase and Dana still with them, they didn’t have much privacy. And during that precious time alone, Libby had shown Tully just how much she’d missed by staying in a relationship that wasn’t working anymore.

“Want me to go and get the car?” Tully asked. At Libby’s request she had put on her seersucker suit and a crisp white shirt, which fit in with what many of the other parishioners were wearing as they welcomed spring Southern style.

“Honey, you do know I’m not going to collapse if I walk a few blocks, right?”

“I just want to make sure you don’t strain yourself.”

“Women have been having children for a long time, so please don’t worry so much.”

Tully took her hand and started walking to Jackson Square. “It’s my job to worry about you.”

“Uh-huh, good-looking.” Libby slid her hand around Tully’s elbow. “That suit still looks fantastic on you, by the way. It was always one of my favorites when you wore it into the coffee shop. I thought you looked hot in it.”

“Thank you, even though this is a smaller version of the one you first fell in love with.” Tully laughed. “It’s nice to know that pregnancy hasn’t killed your libido.”

“You’re complaining?” Libby laughed even harder.

“Like hell. After the last couple of months, those ten other kids you want sound like a great idea.”

Libby pinched her side. “Just a couple ought to do it when you add them to the two Badeauxes we have living in the house already. Speaking of the kids, did they get off okay?”

“Jessica promised to have them back by one, and when they left with her, for once they actually looked like they weren’t being led to the gallows.”

“How’s she doing?” Libby still sounded less than enthused when she talked about Jessica, but the relationship was getting easier. They’d never be best friends, but Libby was willing to make the best of it for Ralph, Bailey, and Tully.

“Jessica’s still a bit lost, but I think she’s coming around. Kara’s still in rehab, and from what I understand they’re not seeing each other anymore.” Tully stopped at one of the park benches when Libby slowed down and helped her sit. “Jessica started working in the emergency room, and the change seems to be good. I never realized just how much she resented her father, but really for no good reason.”

“What do you mean?” Libby rubbed her abdomen in an obvious effort to get the baby to calm down, smiling when Tully took over for her.

“When it came to mapping out her life, he didn’t really put any pressure on her. She put it on herself, using a sort of twisted logic to make him and her mother happy. You miss out on a lot when you try to live up to made-up expectations.” Tully moved closer to her and kissed her forehead. “With the new changes in her life she’s trying to find something she thinks she missed out on after medical school.”

“Just as long as she doesn’t try to find something she had and lost after medical school,” Libby said with another pinch to Tully’s side. “That prize has sailed, Counselor.”

Tully put her hand back on Libby’s middle and kissed her lips this time. “A year ago I was lost. My children were beyond my reach, and the reality of that made me feel like no matter how much I tried to make a family, I was alone.”

“Not anymore, honey.” Libby put her hand over Tully’s. “You’ll never be alone again.”

“I know that because, like I told Kara, you’re my second chance. You found me, and in your eyes and in your arms is where I want to be lost for the rest of my days. I love you.”

“You know what?”

“What?” Tully asked.

“When you tell me things like that, if I wasn’t already madly in love with you and having your baby, I’d do it all over again.”

“You bring out the romantic in me.” Tully stood up, bowed at the waist, and held her hand out. “You ready to go?”

“If it’s with you, then the answer is yes.”

Tully helped Libby to her feet, got as close to her as she could, and kissed her like a woman in love.

“You know what?” she asked when they drew apart.

“What?”

“I’m really glad I love coffee too.”

They started toward the car, holding hands in the one part of the city that the storm had left relatively untouched. Outside the French Quarter, the city needed extensive rebuilding, and native New Orleanians knew the Big Easy would never be the same.

But Tully embraced that realization. Walking next to her was the foundation on which she was rebuilding her future, and just like Libby’s crystal blue eyes, it looked enticingly bright.

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