Although I personally am white and therefore out of this, I believe in integration. I think we should go along with the times and be more tolerant of other races. They have just as much right to be human. After all, they are voters too. The G.O. of which I am President of, is proud to live in a democracy.
Harry A. Kagan
(The Students Choice)
1. How stuppid can you get?
A. Bussing kids to school miles away.
1. Just to juggle it around.
2. Then go back to the filthy slums.
(After school)
2. Can't be juggle like diferent color marbles.
3. It takes time.
A. Lincoln. (Slaves)
B. Rome.
(Wasn't build in a day)
Teenager
I'm proud to be of African decent but I can't stand the Portoricans.
Anonimus
Good morning, all of a sudden they woke up! It's about time! But they're doing it from the wrong end! Well, well, it's all in fun anyways and gives kids a chance not to do any work. They should give Boycotes every day to stay away from school! (Ha-ha, joke!)
Lou Martin
I think what they're afraid of is if we sit close to one another in school we’ll intermarry and what about the color of the children. But that's dumb because it's all personal magnetism.
Linda Rosen
What's the good of it, there still prejudice on the outside, it's in the cards. At lease in my old school it was close to where I live so I could catch up on some extra sleep but got nothing out of it.
Edward Williams, Esq.
A lot of feeling is flying around loose and they've got to pin it down. It just let's off steam.
Doodlebug
This school is about 65-35 in favor whites but if the score was 50-50 and with more colored
teachers then maybe it would tip the scale the other way, but if it gets to 35-65 in favor us then we got to start all over again to get it back on a even kiel.
We had a knifing on this subject on our block. It only makes us lose respect for school more and brings out more fuly words like nigger kike and spick which are not a good vocabullary.
The world is too complicated and my whole future is a mess. You should see our kitchen. Going to a different school is no use. Pairing us off like buddies in the water for swiming. Suppose you don't care for that type of a person, why should you sit with them? They just want their name in the papers.
Stander
Why are there no Puerto Rican teachers? Why is there no Puerto Rican President? (the G.O.) Or Principle? The answer is Integration!
An American Citizen
Non whites
Also have rights
But not with fights.
Poet
People are inborn with hate for certain people and you can't force people to be more tolerant by legal laws, only by wishes. This country is a melting Pot with many opportunities to win respect from the class.
Jose Rodriguez
With the "bomb" going up and our "morals" going down what's all the fusst?
Charles H. Robbins
I think all whites blacks and browns and yellows should get together and intergrate against the reds (Commies) and pinkos.
Dropout
The trouble starts with where we live and not where we go to school. I mean crumbly tennements.
Frank Allen
G.D. (a Negro in our Home Room) was huging J.N. (a White on the stairs) and C.B. (a Porto Rican) with C.R. (a White). I don't mind but my parents are against it.
Guess Who
Intergration is a Big Joke, who they think they kidding? What about Jobs? As far as the Future, forget it!
Minority
God made us all alike inside. It's only the skin that counts. We can all try to look better in spite of obstickles. Some races are more thinner than others. That's where a teacher comes in, to make us feel equal by looking up to her. The above is my reason for being an English teacher.
Vivian Paine
It's not up to me, I have enough problems without it.
Rusty
I have this colored friend Betty well, I never thought about it one way or the other until one day I went over her house for the first time and her father opened the door and I was surprized to see he was colored. Because, to me I was so used to her she always looked normal.
Lazy Mary
Compared to the school I came from which was Unintergrated it's like night & day here. We have teachers here that really try to teach you whenever they can and books they give out we can take home with us. And the classes in different rooms to go to, all the comforts of home.
Transfer
If they just leave it up to kids it wouldn't even arise.
Carole (used to be Carmelita) Blanca
They should keep themselves to themselves. We don't need them. We have our own life to live. We did without them for a long time, why should we change now? They only cause trouble.
A Negro Student
In Social Stud. we discust it to death, I'm sick and tired of the whole thing. Last time I'm writting!
Personaly I got intergrated a long time ago by swaping homework with all the kids in my class.
Failing
Can you guess by my hand writing if I'm white or not?
A Bashful Nobody
PART VIII
(229)
Neatly, in Ink
NOTE BOOK
Alice Blake Calvin Coolidge High
Home Room Teacher: Home Room—304
Miss Barrett
Keep all material in note-book. Write neatly, in ink. 11/2 inch margins.
"I'm a stranger and afraid
In a world I never made"
How true, how true! How did the author know?....
Correct the following for Fri.
1. Rowing on the lake the moon was romantic.
Correction—While rowing on the lake the moon was romantic?
Or—Rowing on the lake, the moon, was romantic?
2. Looking out of the window was a tree.
Correction—Looking out of the window a tree appeared in view.
3. I found a pencil loitering in the hall.
Correction—A pencil loitering in the hall was found by me.
Active vocabulary—Use three times to make the word yours.
Passive vocabulary—Don't use three times.
Bring in own sentences illustr. vocab. words:
enigmatic — She was very enigmatic,
vindictive — She was very vindictive,
vacillating — She was very vacillating.
Hand in tomorrow—History & Math
Look up and memorize dates & events leading up to war
Chapt. 14 Ans. quest. 1-10 back of book
May have test tomorrow. (Be absent!)
"April is the cruellest month mixing something and desire . . ."
Note to myself—Memorize all poetry lines Barringer reads.
His voice . . . the way his eyebrows goes up . . . the hair on the back of his hands ... it is too much . . . too much to bear . . .
Have Ma sign this—
PARENTS’ CONSENT SLIP
I HEREBY GIVE MY SON ____________ PERMISSION
DAUGHTER
TO PURCHASE TICKETS FOR _______________. I UN-
DERSTAND THAT THIS PRODUCTION WAS INTENDED
PRIMARILY FOR ADULTS AND NOT FOR CHILDREN.
SIGNATURE OF PARENT OR GUARDIAN:___________
DATE:_____________
Carole—Did you read Fanny Hill yet?
Alice
I read Topic of Cancer, nothing to it.
Carole
Let's see your Math.
Alice
I didn't do it. I'm 4 days late and Frantick!
Carole
Who you kidding? You're only a virgin! A.
That's what you think! Is this a long Home Room? C.
I can't make out your handwriting . . . whisper instead of marking up my note-book. A,
Can't—Miss Barrett is looking this way! C.
She's alright. A.
I think you hate her. C.
You're nuts! A.
She likes Barringer. C.
You're nuts! A.
Do you think she's sexy? C.
She's not even married. A.
Don't be a dope! C.
She's cute looking. A.
You hate her. C.
You're nuts. I like the way she smiles . . . it's not put on. A.
You hate her anyway. Did you do ex. 9? What does X equal? C.
5.3 gallons. A.
How did you get it? C.
It's in the back of the book. A.
Oh, my beloved . . . Only know me . . . Understand me ... The first time I walked into 309 my heart told me it was fated to be ... When you looked at me. ... No one else in the World understands this feeling deep within me except you . . . my only love . . . If only . . . Last Sunday I took the subway to your
Carole—Do you like her dress? Miss Barrett's. The color. Alice
It's sexy looking. Carole
She uses too much make up. A.
Only Lipstick. She likes Barringer. C.
You're ruining my note-book.... A.
You started it. C.
Because we're sitting alphabetical . . . No one else is behind me. A.
You must be a genius, you know Blanca comes after Blake! C.
Whisper instead. A.
Note to myself: Look up T. Elliot, a poet.
Look up word darkling.
Je veux tu veux il veut
nous voulons vous voulez ils
Assignments: Math—p. 51 ex. 3
p. 60 ex. 1, 7, 10
French—Traduizes 2nd paragr. and
review verbs for test (Be absent!)
Physics—??? Manheim forgot to give assignment again!
(Put in my Diary about seeing Paul & Barrett in Coffee Shoppe & the anguish of it... Also how he held the door open for me and how his sleeve touched my arm . . . How to describe the ecstacy of it?....)
Get— 3 different note-books. In math he wants hard cover 6 by 4 and with no lines and in pencil only. In Eng. must be loose-leaf 8 by 10 and French cahier she wants soft cover for declensions. In Soc. Studies—different color tabs.
"April is the cruellest month . . ." (Look up for myself & memorize)
A+ = 98-100 (Fat chance!)
A = 94-97
A— = 90-93
D = 66-69
F = 0-65
When will the bell ring? Carole
What's your hurry? Alice
This Home Room is cruddy. C.
You're nuts. A.
This whole school is cruddy. C.
The boys are cruddy. Especially Farone. A.
He's crazy about Barrett. C.
You're nuts. Don't scribble in my book. A.
The books they make us read in school are cruddy!
Sale of Two Titties
Silly Ass Marner
Reminder: Open School Day Thurs. (Tell ma not to come!)
Did you ever think, like on a subway platform you see some one and maybe they're just the one for you but he's going the wrong way in the train? And you never meet? Alice
Do you believe in Fate? Carole
In Kismet I do. A.
Me too. C.
Conjugate
Decline et ecrivez en francais
Look up & be prepared to discuss McCarran Bill
Alice Blake — Marriage
Paul Barringer — Friendship
Love—Hate—Friendship—Marriage
Alice Blake—Marriage
Pauly Barringer—comes out Marriage too!!!
Mrs. Pauly Barringer. Alice Barringer
Mrs. Alice B. Barringer
Barringer, Alice
List of my Best Books:
1. This is My Beloved
2. Catcher in the Rye
3. Love Poems of the Ages
4. Marriage Manuel
5. Zen
New moons, darks of the moon
Full moons—watch for full moon and write poetry!
My birthday—Taurus the Bull. Paul's birthday?
April birthstone—diamond. Flower—sweet pea.
May birthstone—emerald. Flower—lilly of the valley.
They're always interrupting when she talks to us.
Are you buying a ticket for the Thanksgiving Dance from Kagan? Alice
Who elected Harry Kagan anyhow? He's a pain in the ass. Carole
He's a fat pain in the ass. Are you going? A.
He's a big fat pain in the ass. Frank is taking me. Are you going? C.
Every day you're ruining my note-book! A.
You started it. C.
My height—5 ft. 2 in.
My weight—should be 110, is 112
Color hair—brownette
Color eyes—gray-blue or blue-gray
My name My address My telephone My next of kin My school My Home Room Teacher My blood type My allergies My favorite color My lucky number My likes My dislikes
Oh, my beloved, if you but knew ... I am so near, and yet so far ... in this very room, a heart-throb away ... So ready ... so ready for you & all you stand for ... Last Sunday I took the subway to your stop (Your address is on the Time Card) and I walked back & forth across the street from your house . . . back and forth . . . just to see where you live. For a moment I saw you in the window. . . . But perhaps it wasn't even you. My heart was throbbing with love and sadness ... If I could die for you! . . . Like the Lady of Shalot you read to us, floating dead on the river under his window, and Lancelot never knowing . . . never knowing . . . saying only "She has a lovely face, the Lady of Shalot . . ."
I wonder if I’ll ever dare to give you this letter ... for you to take into your hand . . . My Real Self in your keeping . . . Maybe then you
will look upon me and know me . . . know me!!!! "Alice", you would say—"lovely Alice, the first time you walked into Room 309 I felt it ... It was meant to be . . ." Paul, my beloved, I feel it too and my pulses are throbbing with all that is inside me. Remember when you held the door open for me and my elbow touched your suit?
Sometimes I feel I'm the only person in the World or even the Universe . . . There's no one but I and I want to jump up to the sky higher and higher and throw my arms and yell like I'm crazy or maybe cry and weep . . . I don't know what it is but I can't bear it. "I am half sick of shadows, said the Lady of Shalot. . . ." That morning when you were talking to Miss Barrett in the Coffee Shoppe I wanted to die or kill her, although she's a very nice teacher. In my bed at night I pray to the ceiling, Dear Ceiling, make him love me or notice me in class where I sit . . . Make me worthy of him . . . Make him take me in his bold and throbbing embrace! . . . When I look at the cracks in the ceiling and how ugly everything is I think it's unreal, my house and my parents . . . Real life is someplace else . . . on moonlit terraces . . . in tropic gardens . . . foreign cities . . . darkling woods. . . . We are standing on a darkling hill together and your hungry lips seek
Acetalyn in water plus what?
Potassium
Oxalic acid
Boyles Law
My Spelling Demons—
Write in note-book three times, neatly in ink:
alright
alright
alright.
Je me porte tres bien et vous?
Merci. Je aussi.
Note to myself—Rewrite letter to Barringer on new pink stationary, use best handwriting and put in his letter-box. I dare me!
Tues. Assembly postponed to Wed. Music program. Listen courteously. No stamping of feet for applause.
Quotation marks when talk to a person
No quotation marks when talk to a thing (indirect)
Bring money for Scholastic. (Get from WHO ?????????)
Carole—What did I miss yesterday? Alice
Dr. God E. Clarke gave a speech. Same thing. And Dr. Bastard observed us in English and we missed half of Physics because of Shelter Drill. You didn't miss a thing. Carole
Guest Speaker on Vocations for Young People:
Archeology
Diatetics
Forestry
Law
Medicine
Millinery
Refrigeration
Religious Work
Teaching
Dear Beloved . . . Last Sunday when I took the subway to your stop, little did you know
Note to myself: don't forget skirt & shoemaker
Put letter in P.B.'s Box tomorrow
and be absent!
Alice Blake Barringer—A.B.B.
(A.B.—same initials as before marriage!!!!)
Carole—Did you do Totalitarian Countries?
Alice
McHabe is a Dictator! Carole
He's a crud. A.
Pastorfield is a crud. She's crazy about you know who! C.
But he's only a kid in her class! A.
What the diff? She's desparate! C.
I thought Bob was Linda's boy-friend. A.
One of hers. She's crazy. C.
She's alright. A.
I think P.B. is crazy about S.B. C.
You're nuts! And stop writing in my book! A.
Dearest Beloved, My heart is throbbing with the loneliest
American Labor Party
Laissez-Faire Capitalism
2y
If X = — what does
Note to myself: Stop carrying it around and Do It!!!
Alice—What's the matter with you? Were you sick when you left the room? Carole
I had to go down to the Letter Box & get something back. Alice.
Did you? C. It was too late. A.
Oh my God, dear God, what did I do! He's got my letter now . . . My soul lies naked in his hands . . . I'll die . . . I'll just die. . . . . . . . . .
Answer the following questions at the end of the chapter