Chapter 2 - Future and Everyday 2 page

The world that she had so naturally lived in was slowly crumbling from pure words. What was this if not magic? The truth that Yasuzumi spoke of was a reconstruction of the world to Natsume. Out of everything she had experienced to this point, this was the cruelest and most merciless second-class magic.

Yasuzumi continued.

"The reasons for which I chose to do that are too complicated to explain right now. But what I can say is that I had no choice at the time. It wasn't just depression from the difficulty of raising a child alone as a man. I was overwhelmed by the special destiny that the child was burdened by - his final fate - because I couldn't completely anticipate it. I didn't know what the correct answer was or what to do as the head of the Tsuchimikado or as that child's father."

Yasuzumi remained calm as he said this. Perhaps he had understood for a long time that the day would come when he would finally confess the truth to Natsume.

"That's why I understood the thought that flashed through my mind after seeing you as divine intervention. Fortunately - perhaps it's wrong to say that, but Takahiro and Chizuru had been unable to have a child for a long time. Because I knew the two of them wanted a child, I decided to entrust Harutora to Takahiro and Chizuru...... And to raise you."

Yasuzumi's eyes looked straight at Natsume - but he spoke with a look as if gazing far away.

Hypothetically--

If Natsume's relationship with Yasuzumi had been extremely good since before, then the shock Natsume received might have been far more than her current unsettledness. After all, it was a confession from the man she has always trusted as her 'father' ever since birth. Maybe she would have been irreversibly hurt by the rebuilding of her world into a dissimilar dimension.

However, ironically, Natsume herself understood that the relationship between the two of them was indifferent and businesslike. Hence, Natsume could accept the truth that she heard as simple facts. Maybe Yasuzumi had only treated Natsume the way he had because he had considered this. Natsume couldn't speculate about his outstanding 'divination' ability.

Of course, she wasn't unaffected.

But her chat with Yasuzumi afterwards saved Natsume's 'heart'.

Just then, Natsume raised her body from where it lay on the bed. Yasuzumi didn't stop her this time.

"......One thing."

Natsume turned her face away and asked.

"Please tell me one thing...... Father, did you ever think of using me as 'Harutora-kun's substitute'?"

Even if she didn't look that way, she felt Yasuzumi's slightly shivering presence.

After a brief period of time, "......I can't say I didn't think that way." Yasuzumi replied.

The brief period of time until the moment he replied could be taken as proof that Yasuzumi was being truthful.

"But my primary goal wasn't to make you into Harutora's substitute. ......To be honest, it wasn't only Mother Wakasugi who felt that you were Yuuko's reincarnation. I was the same. She was smiling and coming to help the useless me who was terrified and stunned in front of fate. That's how I felt when Mother Wakasugi brought you."

Natsume turned her face towards Yasuzumi when she heard those words with such an uncharacteristic tone.

At that moment, a bitter, self-deprecating expression had surfaced on Yasuzumi's face. It was Natsume's first time seeing that expression. It wasn't an expression of the Tsuchimikado family head, nor one of her father. It was just the expression of a man expressing his feelings.

Then--

"Natsume."

Yasuzumi spoke in a flat voice.

"Would you carry the Tsuchimikado burden together with Harutora? When Harutora faces his own fate, will you be able to become his strength? The reason I raised you...... were those prayers."

Those words - desires - calmly and swiftly tinted Natsume's heart. The twisted world that had crumbled and been reconstructed inside of Natsume. The several cracks and voices that had formed in the middle of that world were filled and supported by them.

Of course, Yasuzumi's desire was a one-sided exhortation, that was probably the truth.

Even so, Natsume felt that she had been 'acknowledged' as a person when she heard Yasuzumi's confession. She wasn't purely being viewed as a being constructed for use as a replacement, but rather as a person who had been raised with the future in mind, entrusted with a desire.

Tsuchimikado Natsume had died once.

And then in that business hotel room where she couldn't even remember her own name, she had awakened - in multiple senses - to the world. She wasn't of the Tsuchimikado, but she was undoubtedly part of the Tsuchimikado family. Even if she wasn't Yasuzumi's daughter, she was a direct disciple of his.

"............"

By the time she noticed it, Natsume had already been staring at the second-floor window for a long time.

Just then--

"Natsume-chan? Are you not hungry?"

Chizuru's voice called Natsume back from her memories. Upon careful inspection, all of the food on the grid had been changed.

Akino was also sequentially adding salt, soy sauce, and miso and then eating the grilled food with so much momentum that it seemed she was unwilling to let the grill go. Natsume smiled while reaching out her own chopsticks. Even Natsume was hungry.

The fire of the grill crackled and warmed her hands and cheeks. Akino opened and shut her mouth while chewing a grilled year cake^[3]. The aromatic smell of the fat dripping from the meat and the soy sauce sprinkled on the mushrooms made her nose itch.

No matter how shocking the truth placed in front of her was, she would feel hungry as time went by and meals would taste delicious. That was probably something to be extremely grateful for.

"......Ahh! Delicious!"

Akino looked enraptured, an ecstatic smile surfacing on her face. It was probably rare to see such a straightforwardly joyful expression. Chizuru, who had prepared the food, was also satisfied.

Possibly seeing that it was about time, Takahiro rose from the porch.

Suddenly--

"Right. Natsume, it's time for the incense again."

"Ah, you're right. Alright."

Natsume nodded at Takahiro's words, also about to finish eating. Akino turned to look at Natsume, shooting her a look of nothing other than sympathy.

"You have it tough, Natsume. You can't let that incense run out, right?"

"It's not that I can't...... It's just in case. It's not too much effort."

Natsume smiled and replied to Akino's question.

The incense on Natsume's clothes was something called 'soul-forging incense'. It was believed to be a spiritual medicine that called back the souls of dead humans. But in modern Onmyou law, all 'soul'-related magic was designated as forbidden magic, and hence there were very few users. It was a magical drug used in ancient magic.

When Harutora had been possessed by the Raven's Wing, Natsume had sacrificed herself to stop her out-of-control childhood friend. At that time, Natsume had lost her life once.

But after that, Harutora had performed the Taizan Fukun Ritual on the dead Natsume after awakening as Yakou - though it was still a mystery whether he truly was Yakou or not. The secret soul art passed down by the Tsuchimikado family had allowed Natsume to reawaken in the world.

But it seemed that the resurrection wasn't complete.

The details were unknown to her. All Natsume knew was that the connection between her body and soul was in an extremely unstable state. Natsume's physical body, which had been wounded by the Raven's Wing, had been treated by Harutora's magic. Even if diagnosed by an Onmyou doctor, the current Natsume's body ought to be declared as in a completely normal condition.

But, she hadn't been fully treated 'spiritually'.

It didn't need to be said that the current systems of magic couldn't explain what souls were. Natsume herself didn't even concretely understand what it meant by having an unstable connection between the body and the soul. But the explanation that 'the connection between the body and the soul is unstable' was very appropriate to anyone who 'saw' Natsume's spiritual condition.

Of course, Harutora, who had performed the Taizan Fukun Ritual, seemed to understand that Natsume's resurrection wasn't complete. So, Harutora had cast a peculiar magic in order to forcefully keep Natsume's soul in this world. He had used Natsume's shikigami Hokuto - a dragon that was the Tsuchimikado guardian beast - as a magical link between Natsume's soul and body. He had used Hokuto to connect Natsume's soul to her body. Hence, Natsume was currently in a state of being spiritually 'possessed' by Hokuto. In other words, she was in a state of being a 'dragon living spirit'.

The magic that made use of Hokuto was Harutora's original creation, and the structure of the magic was confusing even in the eyes of the Tsuchimikados. But they knew that it was quite a powerful magic. Because of that, they used the spirit-forging incense to stabilize Natsume's spirit as the lowest level of aid.

"Though I say that, it's certainly inconvenient the way it is right now. It would be better to think of something else......"

"Please don't worry, Uncle. Though it's inconvenient, it's nothing much. It's like regularly taking medicine, I don't really mind."

After all, it was a miracle that she was still living now. Being unable to let the incense run out didn't even count as a hardship if it was to maintain that miracle.

Rather, she was more concerned about Harutora's intent.

"Honestly, that kid's as unpromising as always, dropping the ball at the crucial moment. He was dipping his hand into forbidden magic anyways, so why not resurrect someone skillfully?"

Chizuru muttered some very radical and forthright things. "Honey." Takahiro mediated wryly and Natsume couldn't help but smile.

Harutora had resurrected Natsume. But she was in an incomplete form. Was that deliberate on Harutora's part or not? Most importantly, why had Harutora entrusted her to Yasuzumi in such a state and hidden his traces? Natsume was currently in this kind of condition...... Then, what about Harutora? Was Harutora currently truly 'Harutora'? At least the 'Harutora' that Natsume was familiar with shouldn't be able to call back a soul with the Taizan Fukun Ritual or use a dragon to tie it to a body. In that case, might the current 'Harutora' already have become a 'Harutora' that Natsume didn't recognize?

It was unclear no matter how much she thought. Then all she could do was meet the person directly and confirm things. Hence, Natsume chased after Harutora.

No matter how long it took, she would definitely catch up to him. Being unable to let the incense run out wasn't a big problem for that.

"On another note, Uncle. Is there any news about everyone from the academy?"

Natsume gave up her seat next to the grill as she asked Takahiro. Actually, Takahiro hadn't participated in today's cleaning. He had taken different actions from everyone, doing his best to gather information.

Takahiro was a former Mystical Investigator. Possessing individual information channels and outlets could be called a necessary skill to a Mystical Investigator - especially an outstanding Mystical Investigator. Takahiro had worked at the Onmyou Agency almost twenty years ago, but several channels were still usable. Even this house had been arranged through those outlets.

Even so--

"I investigated that too. But there hasn't been any significant progress from the investigation before we came to Tokyo."

Takahiro spoke apologetically. "I see......" Natsume's shoulders slumped in dejection.

Naturally, Takahiro had gathered all the information he could before they had entered Tokyo. That included things related to the Onmyou Academy's circumstances and information about Natsume's past classmates. Also, now that they were hiding in a nearby city, Takahiro had accepted Natsume's request to look up on the present situation of those classmates to the extent of his information.

A huge incident had happened with the Onmyou Agency on the day of Natsume's death. The famous Onmyouji with the moniker 'D' - Ashiya Doman - had attacked the agency building. In addition, Harutora, who had lost control because of the Raven's Wing and been confined in the agency building, had escaped during the commotion. Harutora had used the Taizan Fukun Ritual to resurrect Natsume soon afterwards.

But that incident was not known to many, and even among the related people there were very few who grasped everything that had happened. It appeared that several larger and smaller incidents were intricately involved with each other, and the Onmyou Agency's official explanation had held a great deal of doubt. Hence, various conjectures had risen on the inside.

But one thing that could be said for certain was that in addition to Harutora, his other classmates seemed to have been involved in the incident.

"Touji-kun's whereabouts have been unknown since that incident, the Kurahashi family daughter temporarily took some time off from the academy, but later returned to school around the time of Principal Kurahashi's retirement. Also, Momoe Tenma is still in the academy. In contrast to him, the 'Child Prodigy' Dairenji Suzuka, who entered a year below, withdrew from the academy after the incident and returned to the Onmyou Agency."

Takahiro moved to sit in front of the grill, deliberately mentioning the situation of Natsume's friends again.

"Outside of Touji-kun, the others appear to be 'the same as before' on the surface. But take the Kurahashi family girl for example - Kyouko, I believe. She is being monitored quite openly. Principal Kurahashi - or more accurately, former principal - is also cooped up inside the Kurahashi family residence and cannot come out. In truth, she is in a state of house arrest. And the 'Child Prodigy'. The sudden reversion by the Onmyou Agency was a request from the higher-ups, but it seems that she is performing research assigned directly by the Chief. Her media exposure from before has completely vanished and she cannot be contacted from the outside."

The 'changes' that had happened consecutively to Natsume's classmates could be taken as 'indirect evidence'. Perhaps they had participated to some degree in Harutora's escape from captivity, or had assisted him. Although they had succeeded in letting Harutora escape, Touji had become a fugitive afterwards and the others had been arrested and then put under surveillance by the Onmyou Agency. Principal Kurahashi's sudden resignation probably had something to do with it as well.

In any case, they had confirmed Kyouko, Tenma, Suzuka, and Principal Kurahashi's locations. It seemed that they were alright for now.

However, the concerning one was Touji.

"......Is Touji-kun moving together with Harutora-kun......?"

"Hard to say." Takahiro replied cautiously to Natsume's question.

"That guy has a clear head, and he's wise to the world even though he's young. But I don't think he would be able to escape the eyes of the Onmyou Agency alone for this period of over a year. I believe he's probably staying in some group or organization, or has gotten close to people used to 'those kinds of things'. ......But it's doubtful to say that person is Harutora. Judging purely by that guy's movements, it doesn't seem like Touji-kun's with him."

After that incident, Harutora had taken actions equivalent to declaring war against the Onmyou Agency. He had caused various situations within Tokyo and clashed with the Onmyou Agency. He had even been called a terrorist among the magic community.

Needless to say, Takahiro had also gathered information on that area, but as he saw it, there were no signs expressing that Touji was with Harutora. Of course, that was purely speculative analysis - or perhaps something closer to 'instinct'.

"......Then is he with Ohtomo-sensei like we talked about before?"

There was also someone other than Touji who had vanished after that incident. It was Ohtomo Jin, the homeroom teacher of Natsume and the others.

At the time, Ohtomo had been wounded from his magic battle with Ashiya Doman and had been recuperating outside the academy. But the day before Natsume's death, he slipped out of the hospital and appeared before her. At the time, Natsume hadn't been getting along well with Kyouko and had successfully mended their relationship by accepting Ohtomo's proposal. Natsume still vividly recalled Ohtomo's powerful words of assistance that had pushed her from behind.

But Ohtomo had vanished after that.

Allegedly, he had given Principal Kurahashi a letter of resignation the day that he helped Natsume out. That probably expressed that he had truly determined to 'act'. Also, the principal had definitely already approved of it since she had taken care of Ohtomo's resignation. Or it was also possible that it was a request from the principal.

In that case, she didn't feel that he was unrelated to the commotion that had happened at the Onmyou Agency building. Just like her classmates, they ought to believe that he had a connection to Harutora's escape. Then were Touji and Ohtomo, who had vanished at the same time, currently moving together and hiding underground? ...That was the conjecture Takahiro had brought up after analyzing the information.

But--

"No, come to think of it......"

Takahiro's face suddenly turned uneasy, and he scratched his thinly-haired head.

"I've also been careless...... That teacher named Ohtomo, he has a fake leg and carries a cane, if I remember correctly?"

"Eh? Yes, that's right."

Natsume replied perplexedly to the unexpected question.

Chizuru had run into Ohtomo three times before, but Takahiro had never met him directly. Still, his appearance and peresonality had been described to him several times. Why was he only confirming now? She didn't understand the reason.

"Uncle? Do you have any news on Ohtomo-sensei?"

"......Uh, I heard some dangerous rumors...... Well, I heard the contents of them long before......"

Takahiro spoke vaguely in a bitter tone.

Then, he went silent, staring at the sky. But, "...Dear." He noticed Natsume's anxious gaze because of Chizuru's reminder and hastily put on a wry smile.

"Ahh, sorry, sorry. ......Anyway, I don't know any definite information. I'll tell you clearly after I get a bit closer to the truth."

Saying this, Takahiro regained his normal attitude and started adding shrimp to the grill. His face turned to avoid Natsume's further questioning.

At the same time, it was Chizuru's turn to sigh this time and say:

"It's been more than a year, but we're still unclear. What in the world happened that night."

"People who weren't there probably won't clearly get it no matter how much information we collect. Maybe even the people who were there don't completely understand."

"The people who were there, huh...... It really would have saved us some effort if that kid explained in a bit more detail......"

Chizuru frowned as she spoke. The 'kid' she spoke of obviously referred to Harutora.

When Harutora had entrusted them with Natsume, he had sent a message-bearing shikigami to Yasuzumi. But the contents written on the message were mostly related to Natsume. It seemed that Harutora hadn't had much time either, but they still wished he could have given them a more detailed message.

"Ah, right. Hey dear? About that Momoe Tenma boy you mentioned before. That boy's currently attending the Onmyou Academy normally right now, right? Could we at least hear some information from that boy?"

"I won't say we couldn't...... But we can't act recklessly."

Takahiro still replied cautiously to Chizuru's proposition.

"According to what Natsume said, the Momoe boy seems not to be good at practical skills. Even for his friends, for him to take part in actions provoking the Onmyou Agency would be...... Also, if he were there and knew the ins and outs of the situation, he ought to have been harshly interrogated by the Onmyou Agency. He'll probably be punished if he leaks any information. Supposing that things truly played out that way, we wouldn't be able to protect him."

"You're saying we'll trouble Momoe-kun? Won't it be fine as long as it doesn't get exposed?"

"If you really want to say, then it's true that he won't be punished if it doesn't get exposed...... But as another possibility, consider what if he's being monitored. After all, the opposition ought to have investigated the small matter of Momoe-kun being on close terms with Harutora-kun. It's very possible that the people who might run off to contact Harutora-kun have been marked in order to forestall Harutora.

"Even if a year has already passed?"

"Actually, Kyouko's being closely monitored. Also, as we said right now, it's quite open. There's a tight perimeter kept around her, yet Tenma-kun looks completely open at first glance. That could be viewed as their trap."

"That's why I said it would be fine if it didn't get exposed, no matter what traps or other things there are, right?"

"Don't make it sound that simple, I retired a long time ago, you know?"

The husband smiled wryly at the forceful wife, his large body shrinking back from the grill. Even so, Takahiro's reply could be called humble. It was a fact that he had been inactive for a long time, but Takahiro's power as a Mystical Investigator was still first-class. Actually, the Tsuchimikado family had continued to escape from the Onmyou Agency's hands for more than a year. Even Yasuzumi's outstanding 'divination' was inherently ambiguous and unclear. The biggest reason they had been able to continue living as fugitives was none other than Takahiro's outstanding ability.

"......I'm very sorry."

Natsume interjected the exchange of differing opinions with a gentle attitude.

"I've made you all worry about a lot of things...... But it's alright. No matter what kind of situation Tenma-kun is in, I'll just become a source of trouble if I approach him right now. I don't want to give Tenma-kun trouble."

Tenma was a good person, a boy who thought about his friends. Even if he were pressured, he would respond to her if a friend was relying on him. Even if that would put him in a bad situation.

Tenma, whose parents had died when he was young, lived together with his grandparents from his mother's side. She had heard before that he aspired to become a professional Onmyouji to respond to his grandparents' expectations. If Tenma was also related to this incident, then he was probably being watched by the Onmyou Agency. It would be tragic if something happened to worsen his position and cut off his path to his profession.

Tenma was currently a third-year student in the Onmyou Academy. It was an important time where graduation was upcoming in the spring. She didn't want to trouble him with her own matters.

More importantly...... It had already been close to a year and a half since then.

"Natsume, is that alright?"

Akino suddenly asked. Since she had remained silenct up to this point, Natsume as well as Takahiro and Chizuru showed expressions as if they had been caught off guard.

"Is it alright if you can't see your friends, Natsume? You finally managed to return after so long."

She was just speaking her doubts, a simple question. Because of that, Natsume was unable to swiftly reply and had nothing she could say.

She searched for an appropriate answer but couldn't think of anything. Akino's straight gaze gradually melted Natsume's exterior, loosening her stiffened heart.

In the end, Natsume shook her head, looking lonely.

"I want to see him." Then, she spoke frankly.

"I really want to see him, since he's a friend. I don't know whether Tenma-kun still thinks of me as a friend, but Tenma-kun is a precious and important friend to me. Of course, I want to ask him about Harutora-kun and the others and have him tell me. But before that, I want to meet him and apologize. Also, if he's worried about me...... I want to tell him that 'I'm alright'......"

Akino became more and more sympathetic to Natsume's words of confession. Natsume was the only person Akino could call a friend. She could intensely sympathize with Natsume's feelings of wanting to see an important friend.

"......Dear?"

Chizuru looked at her husband as if wanting to say something. Takahiro scratched his head uneasily again.

"......I understand your feelings, but I'm still opposed to you meeting ......In the end, it's just a potential problem...... But even if the point of contact isn't exposed directly, there is the possibility that Momoe-kun might inform them 'on his own'. It doesn't have to be that Tenma resents you or something, it's definitely still possible that he has to due to certain reasons."

Perhaps as expected of a former Mystical Investigator, Takahiro was very calm. Also, his outlook was very broad. He deliberately went so far as to mention the possibility of Tenma's betrayal to urge Natsume to think about things again objectively.

Natsume didn't plan on underestimating the year-and-a-half of time either. Natsume still trusted Tenma now, but there was no helping it if perhaps her classmate's feelings had changed.

"......T-Then what about a phone call? Is that no good either?"

"Thank you, Akino, but this is enough. I already knew that we can't meet. Please don't concern yourself."

"But...... At least a letter......"

Akino seemed not to have given up. A bitter, difficult expression emerged on Natsume as she prepared to appease Akino.

But--

"......Well, if it's a letter."

"Eh?"

Natsume inadvertently turned to Takahiro who mumbled that sentence. After all, his attitude had been negative until now. She didn't know how to react to his sudden flip in attitude.

But Takahiro shrugged his shoulders and said with a plain face:

"Meeting directly is very dangerous. But if we send a letter - assuming that the contents are of the sort that don't really matter even if they're exposed - then there's no problem. In any case, the Onmyou Agency knew about our existence a long time ago. Of course, it's just 'sending a letter' in the end. A one-way path from here to there--"

Is that okay? Natsume nodded her head at Takahiro, who seemed to be asking this.

"B-But, is that really okay? If that's inconvenient...... Like if it gets traced back to us......"

Even though she was deliberately mentioning her worries, Natsume's expression rapidly brightened. "I won't make that kind of blunder." Takahiro smiled and guaranteed.

"But let me inspect the wording, alright? Also, there's a possibility that the mail will be intercepted. If possible, a method to send the message directly would be more reliable." "Eh? Wait, dear. In that case, won't she end up meeting Momoe-kun?"

"Of course Natsume won't send it. We'll have to ask someone else."

"You're going to entrust it to someone unrelated? But who?"

"That's true, choosing the person would usually be a lot of work in the first place. But fortunately, there's someone suitable."

Takahiro spoke devilishly and mysteriously.

"......Though the Mystical Investigator Yamashiro knows her face, I don't think that a Divine General would be following Momoe-kun around. There were no photographs either, so the Mystical Investigators ought to have gotten practically zero information. Moreover, even just in case, her escaping speed is top-notch. I don't think there will be any problems."

Takahiro nodded, stroking the stubble on his chin. Because of Takahiro's words, Natsume and Chizuru's gazes sharply changed directions to follow his.

"......Huh?"

Akino, who had suddenly become the center of focus and who still hadn't understood those words, tilted her head in surprise and puzzlement.

Part 3

"......Uwah, it's so cold......"

The moment he walked out the entrance, the chilly outdoor air made Momoe Tenma's body shiver.

His breath was faintly white. After Tenma tucked his chin into his scarf, he stuck his hands into the pockets of his coat and quickly left the house.

Date: 2015-12-24; view: 740