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price, madam - and if you admire the thing I think it really might be yours. It's not too much. It's too little. It's almost nothing. I can't go lower.'

Charlotte, wondering, but resisting, bent over the Bowl again. 'Then it's impossible. It's more than I can afford.'

'Ah,' the man returned, 'one can sometimes afford for a present more than one can afford for one's self.'

He said it so coaxingly that she found herself going on without, as might be said, putting him in his place. 'Oh, of course it would be only for a present - !'

'Then it would be a lovely one.'

'Does one make a present,' she asked, 'of an object that contains, to one's knowledge, a flaw?'

'Well, if one knows of it one has only to mention it. The good faith,' the man smiled, 'is always there.'

'And leave the person to whom one gives the thing, you mean, to discover it?'

'He wouldn't discover it - if you're speaking of a gentleman.'

'I'm not speaking of anyone in particular,' Charlotte said.

'Well, whoever it might be. He might know- and he might try. But he wouldn't find.'

She kept her eyes on him as if, though unsatisfied, mystified, she yet had a fancy for the Bowl. 'Not even if the thing should come to pieces?' And then as he was silent: 'Not even if he should have to say to me, "The Golden Bowl is broken"?'⁴⁴

He was still silent; after which he had his strangest smile. 'Ah, if anyone should want to smash it - !'

She laughed; she almost admired the little man's expression. 'You mean one could smash it with a hammer?'

'Yes; if nothing else would do. Or perhaps even by dashing it with violence - say upon a marble floor.'

'Oh, marble floors - !' But she might have been thinking - for they were a connection, marble floors; a connection with many things: with her old Rome, and with his; with the palaces of his past, and, a little, of hers; with the possibilities of his future, with the sumptuosities of his marriage, with the wealth of the Ververs. All the same, however, there were other things; and they all together held for a moment her fancy. 'Does crystal then break - when it is crystal? I thought its beauty was its hardness.'

Her friend, in his way, discriminated. 'Its beauty is its being crystal. But its hardness is certainly its safety. It doesn't break,' he went on, 'like vile glass. It splits - if there is a split.'

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'Ah!' - Charlotte breathed with interest. 'If there is a split.' And she looked down again at the Bowl. 'There is a split, eh? Crystal does split, eh?'

'On lines and by laws of its own.'

'You mean if there's a weak place?'

For all answer, after an hesitation, he took the Bowl up again, holding it aloft and tapping it with a key. It rang with the finest, sweetest sound. 'Where is the weak place?'

She then did the question justice. 'Well, for me, only the price. I'm poor, you see - very poor. But I thank you and I'll think.' The Prince, on the other side of the shop-window, had finally faced about and, as to see if she hadn't done, was trying to reach, with his eyes, the comparatively dim interior. 'I like it,' she said - 'I want it. But I must decide what I can do.'

The man, not ungraciously, resigned himself. 'Well, I'll keep it for you.'

The small quarter of an hour had had its marked oddity - this she felt even by the time the open air and the Bloomsbury aspects had again, in their protest against the truth of her gathered impression, made her more or less their own. Yet the oddity might have been registered as small as compared to the other effect that, before they had gone much further, she had, with her companion, to take account of. This latter was simply the effect of their having, by some tacit logic, some queer inevitability, quite dropped the idea of a continued pursuit. They didn't say so, but it was on the line of giving up Maggie's present that they practically proceeded - the line of giving it up without more reference to it. The Prince's first reference was in fact quite independently made. 'I hope you satisfied yourself, before you had done, of what was the matter with that Bowl.'

'No indeed, I satisfied myself of nothing. Of nothing at least but that the more I looked at it the more I liked it, and that if you weren't so unaccommodating this would be just the occasion for your giving me the pleasure of accepting it.'

He looked graver for her, at this, than he had looked all the morning. 'Do you propose it seriously - without wishing to play me a trick?'

She wondered. 'What trick would it be?'

He looked at her harder. 'You mean you really don't know?'

'But know what?'

'Why, what's the matter with it. You didn't see, all the while?'

She only continued, however, to stare. 'How could you see - out in the street?'

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'I saw before I went out. It was because I saw that I did go out. I didn't want to have another scene with you, before that rascal, and I judged you would presently guess for yourself.'

'Is he a rascal?' Charlotte asked. 'His price is so moderate.' She waited but a moment. 'Five pounds. Really so little.'

He continued to look at her. 'Five pounds?'

'Five pounds.'

He might have been doubting her word, but he was only, it appeared, gathering emphasis. 'It would be dear - to make a giftof -at five shillings. If it had cost you even but five pence I wouldn't takeit from you.'

'Then,' she asked, 'what is the matter?'

'Why, it has a crack.'

It sounded, on his lips, so sharp, it had such an authority, that she almost started, while her colour, at the word, rose. It was as if he had been right, though his assurance was wonderful. 'You answer for it without having looked?'

'I did look. I saw the object itself. It told its story. No wonder it's cheap.'

'But it's exquisite,' Charlotte, as if with an interest in it now made even tenderer and stranger, found herself moved to insist.

'Of course it's exquisite. That's the danger.'

Then a light visibly came to her - a light in which her friend suddenly and intensely showed. The reflection of it, as she smiled at him, was in her own face. 'The danger - I see - is because you're superstitious.'

'Per Dio, I'm superstitious! A crack is a crack - and an omen's an omen.'

'You'd be afraid - ?'

'PerBacco!'

'For your happiness?'

'For my happiness.'

'For your safety?'

'For my safety.'

She just paused. 'For your marriage?'

'For my marriage. For everything.'

She thought again. 'Thank goodness then that if there be a crack we know it! But if we may perish by cracks in things that we don't know

- !' And she smiled with the sadness of it. 'We can never then give
each other anything.'

He considered, but he met it. 'Ah, but one does know. / do, at least

- and by instinct. I don't fail. That will always protect me.'

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It was funny, the way he said such things; yet she liked him, really, the more for it. They fell in for her with a general, or rather with a special, vision. But she spoke with a mild despair. 'What then will protect meV

'Where I'm concerned / will. From me at least you've nothing to fear,' he now quite amiably responded. 'Anything you consent to accept from me - ' But he paused.

'Well?'

'Well, shall be perfect.'

'That's very fine,' she presently answered. 'It's vain, after all, for you to talk of my accepting things when you'll accept nothing from me.'

Ah, there, better still, he could meet her. 'You attach an impossible condition. That, I mean, of my keeping your gift so to myself.'

Well, she looked, before him there, at the condition - then, abruptly, with a gesture, she gave it up. She had a headshake of disenchantment - so far as the idea had appealed to her. It all appeared too difficult. 'Oh, my "condition" -1 don't hold to it. You may cry it on the housetops - anything I ever do.'

'Ah well, then - !' This made, he laughed, all the difference.

But it was too late. 'Oh, I don't care now! I should have liked the Bowl. But if that won't do there's nothing.'

He considered this; he took it in, looking graver again; but after a moment he qualified. 'Yet I shall want some day to give you something.'

She wondered at him. 'What day?'

'The day you marry. For you will marry. You must - seriously -marry.'

She took it from him, but it determined in her the only words she was to have uttered, all the morning, that came out as if a spring had been pressed. 'To make you feel better?'

'Well,' he replied frankly, wonderfully - 'it will. But here,' he added, 'is your hansom.'

He had signalled - the cab was charging. She put out no hand for their separation, but she prepared to get in. Before she did so, however, she said what had been gathering while she waited. 'Well, I would marry, I think, to have something from you in all freedom.'

PART SECOND

Chapter 7

Adam Verver, at Fawns, that autumn Sunday, might have been observed to open the door of the billiard-room with a certain freedom - might have been observed, that is, had there been a spectator in the field. The justification of the push he had applied, however, and of the push, equally sharp, that, to shut himself in, he again applied - the ground of this energy was precisely that he might here, however briefly, find himself alone, alone with the handful of letters, newspapers and other unopened missives, to which, during and since breakfast, he had lacked opportunity to give an eye. The vast, square, clean apartment was empty, and its large clear windows looked out into spaces of terrace and garden, of park and woodland and shining artificial lake, of richly condensed horizon, all dark blue upland and church-towered village and strong cloud-shadow, which were, together, a thing to create the sense, with everyone else at church, of one's having the world to one's self. We share this world, none the less, for the hour, with Mr Verver; the very fact of his striking, as he would have said, for solitude, the fact of his quiet flight, almost on tiptoe, through tortuous corridors, investing him with an interest that makes our attention - tender indeed almost to compassion - qualify his achieved isolation. For it may immediately be mentioned that this amiable man bethought himself of his personal advantage, in general, only when it might appear to him that other advantages, those of other persons, had successfully put in their claim. It may be mentioned also that he always figured other persons - such was the law of his nature - as a numerous array, and that, though conscious of but a single near tie, one affection, one duty deepest-rooted in his life, it had never, for many minutes together, been his portion not to feel himself surrounded and committed, never quite been his refreshment to make out where the many-coloured human appeal, represented by gradations of tint, diminishing concentric zones of intensity, of importunity, really faded to the blessed impersonal whiteness for which his vision sometimes ached. It shaded off, the

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appeal - he would have admitted that; but he had as yet noted no point at which it positively stopped.

Thus had grown in him a little habit - his innermost secret, not confided even to Maggie, though he felt she understood it, as she understood, to his view, everything - thus had shaped itself the innocent trick of occasionally making believe that he had no conscience, or at least that blankness, in the field of duty, did reign for an hour; a small game to which the few persons near enough to have caught him playing it, and of whom Mrs Assingham, for instance, was one, attached indulgently that idea of quaintness, quite in fact that charm of the pathetic, involved in the preservation by an adult of one of childhood's toys. When he took a rare moment 'off,' he did so with the touching, confessing eyes of a man of forty-seven caught in the act of handling a relic of infancy - sticking on the head of a broken soldier or trying the lock of a wooden gun. It was essentially, in him, die imitation of depravity-which, for amusement, as might have been, he practised 'keeping up.' In spite of practice he was still imperfect, for these so artlessly-artful interludes were condemned, by the nature of the case, to brevity. He had fatally stamped himself - it was his own fault - a man who could be interrupted with impunity. The greatest of wonders, moreover, was exactly in this, that so interrupted a man should ever have got, as the phrase was, should above all have got so early, to where he was. It argued a special genius; he was clearly a case of that. The spark of fire, the point of light, sat somewhere in his inwaf d vagueness as a lamp before a shrine twinkles in the dark perspective of a church; and while youth and early middle-age, while the stiff American breeze of example and opportunity were blowing upon it hard, had made of the chamber of his brain a strange workshop of fortune. This establish­ment, mysterious and almost anonymous, the windows of which, at hours of highest pressure, never seemed, for starers and wonderers, perceptibly to glow, must in fact have been during certain years the scene of an unprecedented, a miraculous white-heat, the receipt for producing which it was practically felt that the master of the forge could not have communicated even with the best intentions.

The essential pulse of the flame, the very action of the cerebral temperature, brought to the highest point, yet extraordinarily contained - these facts themselves were the immensity of the result; they were one with perfection of machinery, they had constituted the kind of acquisitive power engendered and applied, the necessary triumph of all operations. A dim explanation of phenomena once vivid must at all events for the moment suffice us; it being obviously

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no account of the matter to throw on our friend's amiability alone the weight of the demonstration of his economic history. Amiability, of a truth, is an aid to success; it has even been known to be the principle of large accumulations; but the link, for the mind, is none the less fatally missing between proof, on such a scale, of continuity, if of nothing more insolent, in one field, and accessibility to distraction in every other. Variety of imagination - what is that but fatal, in the world of affairs, unless so disciplined as not to be distinguished from monotony? Mr Verver then, for a fresh, full period, a period betraying, extraordinarily, no wasted year, had been inscrutably monotonous behind an iridescent cloud. The cloud was his native envelope - the soft looseness, so to say, of his temper and tone, not directly expressive enough, no doubt, to figure an amplitude of folds, but of a quality unmistakable for sensitive feelers. He was still reduced, in fine, to getting his rare moments with himself by feigning a cynicism. His real inability to maintain the pretence, however, had perhaps not often been better instanced than by his acceptance of the inevitable today - his acceptance of it on the arrival, at the end of a quarter of an hour, of that element of obligation with which he had all the while known he must reckon. A quarter of an hour of egoism was about as much as he, taking one situation with another, usually got. Mrs Ranee opened the door - more tentatively indeed than he himself had just done; but on the other hand, as if to make up for this, she pushed forward even more briskly on seeing him than he had been moved to do on seeing nobody. Then, with force, it came home to him that he had, definitely, a week before, established a precedent. He did her at least that justice - it was a kind of justice he was always doing someone. He had on the previous Sunday liked to stop at home, and he had exposed himself thereby to be caught in the act. To make this possible, that is, Mrs Ranee had only had to like to do the same - the trick was so easily played. It had not occurred to him to plan in any way for her absence - which would have destroyed, somehow, in principle, the propriety of his own presence. If persons under his roof hadn't a right not to go to church, what became, for a fair mind, of his own right? His subtlest manoeuvre had been simply to change from the library to the billiard-room, it being in the library that his guest, or his daughter's, or the guest of the Miss Lutches - he scarce knew in which light to regard her - had then, and not unnaturally, of course, joined him. It was urged on him by his memory of the duration of the visit she had that time, as it were, paid him, that the law of recurrence would already have got itself enacted. She had spent the whole morning with him, was still there, in the

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library, when the others came back - thanks to her having been tepid about their taking, Mr Verver and she, a turn outside. It had been as if she looked on that as a kind of subterfuge - almost as a form of disloyalty. Yet what was it she had in mind, what did she wish to make of him beyond what she had already made, a patient, punctilious host, mindful that she had originally arrived much as a stranger, arrived not at all deliberately or yearningly invited? - so that one positively had her possible susceptibilities the more on one's conscience. The Miss Lutches, the sisters from the middle West, were there as friends of Maggie's, friends of the earlier time; but Mrs Ranee was there - or at least had primarily appeared - only as a friend of the Miss Lutches. This lady herself was not of the middle West - she rather insisted on it - but of New Jersey, Rhode Island or Delaware, one of the smallest and most intimate States: he couldn't remember which, though she insisted too on that. It was not in him - we may say it for him - to go so far as to wonder if their group were next to be recruited by some friend of her own; and this partly because she had struck him, verily, rather as wanting to get the Miss Lutches themselves away than to extend the actual circle, and partly, as well as more essentially, because such connection as he enjoyed with the ironic question in general resided substantially less in a personal use of it than in the habit of seeing it as easy to others. He was so framed by nature as to be able to keep his inconveniences separate from his resentments; though indeed if the sum of these latter had at the most always been small, that was doubtless in some degree a consequence of the fewness of the former. His greatest inconvenience, he would have admitted, had he analysed, was in finding it so taken for granted that, as he had money, he had force. It pressed upon him hard, and all round, assuredly, this attribution of power. Everyone had need of one's power, whereas one's own need, at the best, would have seemed to be but some trick for not communicating it. The effect of a reserve so merely, so meanly defensive would in most cases, beyond question, sufficiently discredit the cause; wherefore, though it was complicating to be perpetually treated as an infinite agent, the outrage was not the greatest of which a brave man might complain. Complaint, besides, was a luxury, and he dreaded the imputation of greed. The other, the constant imputation, that of being able to 'do,' would have no ground if he hadn't been, to start with - this was the point - provably luxurious. His lips, somehow, were closed - and by a spring connected moreover with the action of his eyes themselves. The latter showed him what he had done, showed him where he had come out; quite at the top of his hill of difficulty, the tall sharp spiral

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round which he had begun to wind his ascent at the age of twenty, and the apex of which was a platform looking down, if one would, on the kingdoms of the earth and with standing-room for but half a dozen others.

His eyes, in any case, now saw Mrs Ranee approach with an instant failure to attach to the fact any grossness of avidity of Mrs Ranee's own - or at least to descry any triumphant use even for the luridest impression of her intensity. What was virtually supreme would be her vision of his having attempted, by his desertion of the library, to mislead her - which in point of fact barely escaped being what he had designed. It was not easy for him, in spite of accumulations fondly and funnily regarded as of systematic practice, not now to be ashamed; the one thing comparatively easy would be to gloss over his course. The billiard-room was not, at the particular crisis, either a natural or a graceful place for the nominally main occupant of so large a house to retire to - and this without prejudice, either, to the fact that his visitor wouldn't, as he apprehended, explicitly make him a scene. Should she frankly denounce him for a sneak he would simply go to pieces; but he was, after an instant, not afraid of that. Wouldn't she rather, as emphasising their communion, accept and in a manner exploit the anomaly, treat it perhaps as romantic or possibly even as comic? - show at least that they needn't mind even though the vast table, draped in brown holland, thrust itself between them as an expanse of desert sand. She couldn't cross the desert, but she could, and did, beautifully get round it; so that for him to convert it into an obstacle he would have had to cause himself, as in some childish game or unbecoming romp, to be pursued, to be genially hunted. This last was a turn he was well aware the occasion should on no account take; and there loomed before him - for the mere moment - the prospect of her fairly proposing that they should knock about die balls. That danger certainly, it struck him, he should manage in some way to deal with. Why too, for that matter, had he need of defences, material or other? - how was it a question of dangers really to be called such? The deep danger, the only one that made him, as an idea, positively turn cold, would have been the possibility of her seeking him in marriage, of her bringing up between them that terrible issue. Here, fortunately, she was power­less, it being apparently so provable against her that she had a husband in undiminished existence.

She had him, it was true, only in America, only in Texas,_in Nebraska, in Arizona or somewhere - somewhere that, at old Fawns House, in the county of Kent, scarcely counted as a definite place at

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all; it showed somehow, from afar, as so lost, so indistinct and illusory, in the great alkali desert of cheap Divorce. She had him even in bondage, poor man, had him in contempt, had him in remembrance so imperfect as barely to assert itself, but she had him, none the less, in existence unimpeached: the Miss Lutches had seen him in the flesh - as they had appeared eager to mention; though when they were separately questioned their descriptions failed to tally. He would be at the worst, should it come to the worst, Mrs Ranee's difficulty, and he served therefore quite enough as the stout bulwark of anyone else. This was in truth logic without a flaw, yet it gave Mr Verver less comfort than it ought. He feared not only danger - he feared the idea of danger, or in other words feared, hauntedly, himself. It was above all as a symbol that Mrs Ranee actually rose before him - a symbol of the supreme effort that he should have sooner or later, as he felt, to make. This effort would be to say No - he lived in terror of having to. He should be proposed to at a given moment - it was only a question of time - and then he should have to do a thing that would be extremely disagreeable. He almost wished, on occasion, that he wasn't so sure he would do it. He -knew himself, however, well enough not to doubt: he knew coldly, quite bleakly, where he would, at the crisis, draw the line. It was Maggie's marriage and Maggie's finer happiness - happy as he had supposed her before - that had made the difference; he hadn't in the other time, it now seemed to him, had to think of such things. They hadn't come up for him, and it was as if she, positively, had herself kept them down. She had only been his child - which she was indeed as much as ever; but there were sides on which she had protected him as if she were more than a daughter. She had done for him more than he knew - much, and blissfully, as he always had known. If she did at present more than ever, through having what she called the change in his life to make up to him for, his situation still, all the same, kept pace with her activity - his situation being simply that there was more than ever to be done.

There had not yet been quite so much, on all the showing, as since their return from their twenty months in America, as since their settlement again in England, experimental though it was, and the consequent sense, now quite established for him, of a domestic air that had cleared and lightened, producing the effect, for their common personal life, of wider perspectives and large waiting spaces. It was as if his son-in-law's presence, even from before his becoming his son-in-law, had somehow filled the scene and blocked the future - very richly and handsomely, when all was said, not at all

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inconveniently or in ways not to have been desired: inasmuch as though the Prince, his measure now practically taken, was still pretty much the same 'big fact,' the sky had lifted, the horizon receded, the very foreground itself expanded, quite to match him, quite to keep everything in comfortable scale. At first, certainly, their decent little old-time union, Maggie's and his own, had resembled a good deal some pleasant public square, in the heart of an old city, into which a great Palladian⁴⁵ church, say- something with a grand architectural front - had suddenly been dropped; so that the rest of the place, the space in front, the way round, outside, to the east end, the margin of street and passage, the quantity of overarching heaven, had been temporarily compromised. Not even then, of a truth, in a manner disconcerting - given, that is, for the critical, or at least the intelligent, eye, the great style of the facade and its high place in its class. The phenomenon that had since occurred, whether originally to have been pronounced calculable or not, had not, naturally, been the miracle of a night, but had taken place so gradually, quietly, easily, that from this vantage of wide, wooded Fawns, with its eighty rooms, as they said, with its spreading park, with its acres and acres of garden and its majesty of artificial lake - though that, for a person so familiar with the 'great' ones, might be rather ridiculous - no visibility of transition showed, no violence of adjustment, in retro­spect, emerged. The Palladian church was always there, but the piazza⁴⁶ took care of itself. The sun stared down in his fulness, the air circulated, and the public not less; the limit stood off, the way round was easy, the east end was as fine, in its fashion, as the west, and there were also side doors for entrance, between the two - large, monumental, ornamental, in their style - as for all proper great churches. By some such process, in fine, had the Prince, for his father-in-law, while remaining solidly a feature, ceased to be, at all ominously, a block.

Mr Verver, it may further be mentioned, had taken at no moment sufficient alarm to have kept in detail the record of his reassurance; but he would none the less not have been unable, not really have been indisposed, to impart in confidence to the right person his notion of the history of the matter. The right person - it is equally distinct -had not, for this illumination, been wanting, but had been encoun­tered in the form of Fanny Assingham, not for the first time indeed admitted to his counsels, and who would have doubtless at present, in any case, from plenitude of interest and with equal guarantees, repeated his secret. It all came then, the great clearance, from the one prime fact that the Prince, by good fortune, hadn't proved angular.

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He clung to that description of his daughter's husband as he often did to terms and phrases, in the human, the social connection, that he had found for himself: it was his way to have times of using these constantly, as if they just then lighted the world, or his own path in it, for him - even when for some of his interlocutors they covered less ground. It was true that with Mrs Assingham he never felt quite sure of the ground anything covered; she disputed with him so little, agreed with him so much, surrounded him with such systematic consideration, such predetermined tenderness, that it was almost -which he had once told her in irritation - as if she were nursing a sick baby. He had accused her of not taking him seriously, and she had replied - as from her it couldn't frighten him - that she took him religiously, adoringly. She had laughed again, as she had laughed before, on his producing for her that good right word about the happy issue of his connection with the Prince - with an effect the more odd perhaps as she had not contested its value. She couldn't of course, however, be, at the best, as much in love with his discovery as he was himself. He was so much so that he fairly worked it - to his own comfort; came in fact sometimes near publicly pointing the moral of what might have occurred if friction, so to speak, had occurred. He pointed it frankly one day to the personage in question, mentioned to the Prince the particular justice he did him, was even explicit as to the danger that, in their remarkable relation, they had thus escaped. Oh, if he had been angular! - who could say what might then have happened? He spoke - and it was the way he had spoken to Mrs Assingham too - as if he grasped the facts, without exception, for which angularity stood.

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