Chapter 9

AHMED went to his work and he is very upset because of that ending , he can not control himself or his work because really his heart is damage , ASYA did everything he told her to not do , he told her , that we will face hard life , she said do not worry I will not leave you , but she left , he told her we will have times we will feel we do not love each other at all , so we have to tolerate this time because this is life , love like waves one day up one day down , he told her the people will talk about us a lot they will try to create things for you try to get you , do not give them chance , but she did because she compared between AHMED and reyad , AHMED loves her truly , but reyad just want to use her , AHMED act with her as a husband and he never hide any reaction or save any efforts , but reyad let her listen to what she want listen so he know what words to use , but not honest because if someone knows that this girl is married he have to respect her husband ant did not try to get his wife , how can ASYA trust someone like him , strange , he try to text her many time , but she start to answer rarely , later AHMED know that reyad lives in the same place where ASYA lives , so now everything is clear he helped her , because AHMED asked her before , where reyad live she lied and she said in different place , so there is something wrong , how can man and girl make this plan to a honest husband , what that means about them , what type of people they accept to rid out of husband just to enjoy some fake desires , during talking AHMED asked ASYA about a lot but ASYA starts to be aggressive , yes now she is strong , she understand how to live her , the little cat now she is tiger and first person she hurts was AHMED , the person who lost everything just for his wife , he did not care about anything except her wife , that she was not care about any thing except her self , this is not means AHMED is angel , he have mistakes also , but at the end he sit by himself and starts to review his past to understand why he got punched in his wife , he went home and starts move his things to the new apartment , he meet one of his friends to help him , so , they take all the things to the house , they sit together ant talk about this situation , he explains to AHMED about similar situations happened with him but the different his girl is at his country , AHMED girl she is here , AHMED afraid about her reputation he do not want the people to talk about her , she did not understand the mentality here , she refuses to hear anyone except herself , he do not want her to be alone and someone just uses her , AHMED got crazy because he can not understand why she can not understand her value , shy she can not see how god person she is , shy she insist to just believe that she is right and anyone else is wrong , at the end his friend told him idea to block her and message her explaining his situation , but AHMED refuses the idea and slept while he is very upset , he tried to contacts her friends in hope they can talk to her to explain what she will lose , and who is she will lose , her friends give him advices , but AHMED wake up at 2 am and he got crazy , then he did the second huge mistake , he send her message instead of explaining his situation , he insulted her , then he slept , in the morning he wake up and got more crazy about who come a person like him send such a message , how can he insult a girl she left the world and came for him , he was blind by anger , he did not learn yet , that only stupid people they got angry ,, he tried to fix this message he sent , because he is better than insulting her , but it was over the message received to her and also to her friend , he was very stupid , blind by love and anger , then ASYA , got upset because he hurts her so much she read the messages many time , and he tried to apologize many time but already she blocked her heart also , he give her the chance to prove to herself that she was right about leaving , he tried many days to fix it , but at the end she told him that she lives with ryead , in this day he got angry more than before and he told her many time to leave sharm because if she did not leave it will be a big problem , he tried many time , but she did not listen but after she told him about she lives with reyad that was enough , he able to destroy her life , he try to control himself , but he angry more than anytime in his life , so he contacted ryead and asked him to fire her because if he did not fire her it will be a big problem , reyad many time told him that she is just employ and he has nothing to do with her , and asked AHMED to fix his problem with her not with him , he said okay I am coming to you , AHMED went home and he preparied all the documents that is enough to put reyad and ASYA in the prison for long time , while he is in the car to go to her work to make his plan , the door man of the last apartment calls him and tell him that your wife was here , so AHMED calls her and went to meet her they go to sadiki , they sit , talk , ASYA was so strong like someone makes for her brainwash about AHMED , she can not see anything good he did for her , she just see him as nothing , someone bathetic , he can not understand how come this feelings between them die like that , he know life will not be easy but till this situation while she can not see anything good about him , he explained to her every single mistake he did with her , he asked her , just second chance and you will see how good husband I am , he told her ASYA , I need you , I lost everything in my life , I have no one except you , I am alone , I already have this situation now because of you , I supported you with all the energy I have till I am zero now , I need your support, but ASYA can not see anything except herself , she forgets and deny all the efforts he did for her , he told her ASYA , all of my life I just think about you , she answered but it is to much for me , your love is to much for me , he explains to her everything but she refused , it was very clear that she have a plan , and she know what she is doing , and for sure someone here supports her , even with words , she refused a person she lived with him , and accept to believe a person she just worked with him , many time she said I am against any relationship between manger and employ , now the people know about she is in relationship between the manger , she left her husband that he loves her for another man , that is crazy and stupid , who will respect a girl she left her husband for him , the man will accept such a girl he know that she is not decent , and for sure one day after he will feed up from her he will change her , that what AHMED do not want it to happened to her , but she is blocked by material life , she believes in beauty by eyes not by heart , he asked her to wait and he went home to bring her things , he back and paid the cost of the drinks as he always doing with her , her consider her wife , so his wife she will not pay from her money , strange when she told him about in 2 months work will be less and she will never pay money for him , she is now talk about money , strange , after all the money he gives her , she remembered now to ask how much he wants from her , she is so stupid to think that money is the problem , no money is appreciations way nothing more , for sure someone explains to her things and she believed him or her , why she believes the others and she do not believes her husband she tolds him if you want me to back to Russia I will back , he told her no , no need to back , because he do not want any one of her friends to speak about her as she is loser or something like that , he care so much about her reputation in sharm or in Russia , but unfortunately she do not care about her reputation , she just care about things else ,they went out he forget to give her the memory card that he spend 2 days to prepare it for her , all her photos and memories he store it for her , because she is important for him , he can not forget that she is his love , he can not believe that happens , he can not believe there is someone unable to forgive and understand and see the changing in the other , why she can not believe him anymore , what is wrong happened to her , she used to tell him she loves him and he always said he loves her , he was so proud of her , why she changed , why , till she send him message she said to him dear ex ,, she live now with ryead , without him she have better life she is happy , again he got angry , how come she sold her husband for someone , why she acts like that , why she did that to him , why she decided to believe a man she just meet him in 2 weeks , and her husband he meets her for 6 months she can not believe him , it is strange what she did , why she prove the people words about her ,strange she said people never change and she have a law never do relationship with your manger and now she changed and she have relationship with her manger , so if she changed and lower herself to this level that she abandon her husband at first real life situation just to go to another man he afford her apartment and car to drive her to work , why she proved that now all about money , not about love or live as decent family , both of them they did something forbidden at any law in the world , AHMED contacted with ryead and he told him that there is a problem between him and ASYA so ryead know that AHMED loves ASYA , why he decide to attract ASYA to his life just to sleep with her , why ASYA , and why ASYA allowed herself to follow her desires and seeking for someone sponsor her instead of living as decent woman with a man who loves her and he promised to do his best for her and he will change for her , okay she do not love him , this feeling already they knew it will happen , so they have to stand together and fix it to live together as a family , but running and just think about your happiness and forget the person who did all his efforts for you , that is selfish , time goes and they fighting by messaging, strange day while he back from his work he hope to see her , when he went to old market to pray first mosque has no water , then second mosque they close the water room already , he decide to pray at home he take the bus and thinking about her , once he comes out from the bus he found her in front of him , she brought things from hadaba because the new place has nothing near to buy your food and your things , he offer to help they walk and talk together strange while he talk to her and try to make her listen to him she threatening him by offer to call the police for AHMED , that very strange , she blocked her heart and she got blind till the moment she want call the police for the only person who loves her and always standing beside her , he get shocked from this actions and he thinks to deep what type of brainwash she had makes her unable to see him as before , what type of information she knew or what things she saw or what words she hear from someone , why she had stone heart instead of her original heart that unable to hate anyone , she is as angel , why she turns against him like that , why , what reason ?? , he also keep offering to help because he truly loves her , at the end in almarcato while she brought gifts to one of her friend she get also divorce , so strange , he tries to talk to her but she stopped the taxi and went inside it , then left him at the middle of the street , strange reason that can turn the love to be hate , strange decision that she takes by believing someone in 2 weeks instead of her husband that she know in 6 months , he try to prove her that he is honest and he still love her and she always refuse him and just deny anything he did for her, one day on the boat he meets such a beautiful girl lives and work in England , she is very cute and nice , they meet this night and AHMED want meet her so he try to forget ASYA , but instead of meeting the nice girl to talk about anything else , AHMED talked to her about ASYA , how she is so nice but he misunderstood her , they girl get shocked , she told him it is wrong to talk with a girl about another girl , but what AHMED can do , ASYA she is the love of his life and he can not forget her because he is very sure that something wrong happened and he is sure that she will understand one day how much AHMED loves her and she will back , when she will back AHMED will hug and forgive her , because he loves he , true love , after the meeting he went home , but he felt pain in his heart so he sends ASYA message explaining to her , that he do not want to be with any girl except her , he want ASYA to share him his life , he want to live and die between her hands , he want to grow up together , and being together till the last moment , true life and true future , not just fun time then changing , but also she was hard to him , till he messaged her again , but at this time she started to tell him that she will block him , every single action she do makes him thinking more about it is impossible that he hurts her that much till she can not see him as she used to see him before , as the man she want to be like him , she want sleep between his arms as cat , what is wrong happened , already this bad ending makes AHMED start review his past and he apology to each person he insult before he start a new page , new life , he wish if she can see how he is better person now , because of her , he understand what he lost and how he lost , he understand and he starts to change , but she do not want believe him for reasons she only know about it , when the conversation get hard between them, she told him what if reyad married her officially , he told her how come you trust someone like ryead in 2 weeks and you can not trust your husband in 6 months , you know I want marry you officially , why you did that , why you choose such a man , why you proved that my friends and everybody were right about you , and you will leave and you come to Egypt with a plan to stay with me till you find a better man , why you prove that I was wrong and everybody else were right , she said , sorry that it , or I tell you it is natural selection , bbc , AHMED answers , yes , agree with you natural selection when the person sale his body to who pays more , then she blocked him again , so he use his second phone and send her long message that she have to remember that everything she have here it is his favor to her , he helped her while there is no one else did , he pays her all the money he have while she has nothing , he found her this work , that she have so he introduce her to the life in Egypt , so she have to remember each steep in her life AHMED will be part of it , because he started all for her , but when he did that with her , he did it because he loves her , and he is ready to fight the world for her , and he never consider her as cheap girl or just temporary ,he always treat her as a wife trying to give her all what he have as a wife , he pays her since day one as a wife not as cheap girl , but at the end she decide to leave him to go to another man he believes inside him that she is another Russian cheap girl will spend with few months and then search for another I am sorry to say Russian cheap , but that is how most of the Arabian people looks to Russian girls especially Moscow girls , someone like ryead he understand that because he lives in Ukraine and he works with Russian for long time , so he knows what he have to say and what he have to do and show , even with no direct words , he can effects you , because this is his work pickup Russian girls for holidays , that what ASYA refuse to see if she believe that reyad will be the man of her life she will be wrong , because the decent man will never accept to flirt with a married woman , and the decent woman will never accept to leave her husband at his critical time , so both of them are the same type , cheaters cheap people , they have no morals , this is why , they will be good together , because they have no respect to the others or to the holy secrete of marriage , at the end she said no one controls my life , but he knows what controls her is her desires and material life , AHMED is very upset because she can not see the future , she can not see that she is with AHMED she will be better person and AHMED will better with her , she can not see that beauty and money will goes and only love will stay , someone to take care of her while she is sick , someone comes back home fast especially to be with her , someone wake up everyday before his time , just to look at her face and dreams about the future together , at the end she refuses everything AHMED try to do for her , even to say hello to her , she blocked her heart , AHMED have nothing to do except pray to god everyday to protect her and bless her , because AHMED loves her so much and he will bever foget whatever the time changing him , because of her AHMED will be better person , because he realize his restricted character and how he is sometimes hurts her without intentions , AHMED loves her and wil love her for long time , because he is honest person and good person he always loves to help and support people , she saw that a lot how he is a man you can count on him , how he is here to serve his friends and strangers also , but his way to express himself was wrong , ASYA instead of helping him to express himself better she silence and kept anything inside her tell she find another thing can sponsor her then she left instead of helping her husband to success she abandoned him ,

AHMED end his message by “ live sweetie , live , enjoy your life , but please do not let your desires controls you because the cost you will be later will be so expensive , take care I am always here for you at any time you want me “ it was last message , but not the end of the story , because this is life story , and life never end except by the death of one of them , love live longer than beauty and materials ,AHMED did not believe that ASYA has any kind of relation between manger or any employ , because many times she told him that is wrong and shame the girl has relations with employ or mangers , that is her roles , he decide to send her the last message and he send it , AHMED always pray for ASYA to be safe and happy, because real love is mean give even if the others unable to understand or unable to give, the end will be at the hands of god , he is the only one knows everything and knows how much AHMED was good husband and truly loves her for her , the time goes , he tried many times to contact her , he walk at the streets in hope they can meet , he changes everything in his life , style , everything in hope to gain her back , some of his friends told him take the first step and go to her maybe she will appreciate it and she will talk to you and you can find answer for all the story , he message her at the new year , and the Christmas , his messages about do not sale yourself to who pays more , he loves her so much , he appreciate what she have , but she can not appreciate what she have she is ready to sale herself because this is his vision of the life , just have sex , go out at the night wear whatever dress you want , no one asks you what to do , that is love from her vision , love is mean for her , just have fun , nothing more , at the end he went to her work , she reacts in such a very bad manners , she tried to turn back and go far from him , he tried to just explain to her to hear him , some of the girls told him to leave because they do not want a problem for her , he said okay , I will leave , he left , and he can not forget her face reaction , because he did not deserve this hate or this ignoring , she can not appreciate anything he did to her , she just saw negative , unfortunately , her vision depends on material , his vision depends on morals , that is why they will never be able to live together , because she her self cheap , but he saw her very value , she can not appreciate the value of herself , she can just appreciate the value of the materials , she can sale herself just for a few material life style , but she can not sale her heart for a true pure love , on ahmed birthday , he sent her message that he just want her to share him his life , her answer was , I do not know you , I do not need you , you are no matter for me , I live with another man , every single step she did , prove that she acts as the people want , she looks at the other people life , she want copy what the others has , she can not create her own life by her own efforts , she have to use someone as sponsor , because if she is really decent person , after the split she will back to her country , like any decent girl coming for a specific purpose , she came in general for ahmed , but at the end she left him because another man can save for her few dollars , plus he can sleep with her and also with another girls , all is okay for her as long she can paint her hair , and dress short and come back home late , the end of story , ahmed no longer wait for her , because what morals such a girl can teach her children , what morals , the days will go and only time will show who mistaken and who was right , he explain to her many times that he is not her enemy , but she insist to see the life just from her own vision , strange when the people , act selfishly then start to see the others mistakes , she will never understand what ahmed try to do for her , only time will show her the truth , ahmed will start over , he will find another woman she will be more decent , he is sure about that , but Asya , will jump from man to another , because she just want materials , not love , or at least that what she likes to do , live in her own world , look to the others from her vision , then she feels that she is right and the other wrong , life will keep going with them or without them , one word he can say about her ,, ( good people behaving badly ) .

The End

Date: 2015-02-28; view: 856