Chapter 5

on 28^th of jun

she back to Russian and he back to his roof , but he went and cut his hair , to surprise her , she was in shock when she saw him like that ,she was confused by her feelings , because she is not sure about her feelings , it mix feelings she feel , between love and confused and miss and sadness , a lot of emotions , because no one treat her like that before , to be honest AHMED was very nice to her till this moments ,she start look at his social media and asked him to delete some photos of the past like photo written on it “ no star can shine with a broken heart also he gives her his username and password of all his social media and told her do all what you want to do , you are my wife and you have the right to know everything about me , he was very honest with her , he did not hide any single information about her , because this is the true serious love , building on honesty “ she told him no need for this photo because I will never broke your heart , every single word from ASYA it was digging into his heart by fire , every word she said makes him goes deeper into her love , they talked about life problems , pore people problems , countries problems , she told him many time , that AHMED you tell me that you love me , but I can not say that I love you now , she was honest about that , she asked him to public their relationship from his side so she can be sure there is no another woman will approach him , but with time he told her she have to be serious , she told him that she is like a child , and she can change at anytime , and she understand his situation ,and she asked him to understand her , AHMED got angry many time while they talk together , because ASYA listen to the people and believe in their negative thoughts , AHMED assure her many time to not be worry , do not listen to the people , yes we will fight together , yes we will misunderstand each other yes we will have many problems in our life , but if we rely want each other we will face the world together to make it better for us not for the people , she always worried because if what she always hear and believe , he explain to her that he will abandon all his dreams to work in a better place and he will work at any place to collect money for them , he will not buy the car that he saved the money for it , but he will do his best to fly to Russia to her , just to spend 10days together , she told him , okay do not ignore me , be with me , support me , stand beside me , , he promised her he will do his best for that , then they talk about negative things , but he assure her , then she said , your words makes me always comfort and calm , he answered because I am honest about this words ,,then they skype as usual , they talk about registering the married , officially , but he explains to her to do that she have to bring some documents from Russia with her , then they start check about what documents they have to prepare for the official marriage , he always motivated her to learn English , but she refuses because she want learn by her self , but that will take time , so he tried to explain to her to do mistakes so she can learn English from her mistakes , but she do not listen to him , she just listen to herself ,during the time , they attached to each other more , then she told him that she want change her life because every couple of years she love to change her life , here is first notice from AHMED and warning to her , he told her , ASYA , make sure our relationship is not vacation , if you decide to life together it is mean we will live together , but she did not comment much , but AHMED did not focus on this point because he loves her and blind by her love , but many time he repeats , ASYA our married is not vacation , then he told her also , when you change your job change to be in sharm and we can live together and do it all together , she agreed with him , to learn languages and to work step by step , he support her with any simple problem in her work or with a friends , with anything , he explains to her that ASYA your mistake is “ you always let the negative thoughts , feelings and people effects you , so you waste your energy on the problem not on the solution : she answerd that her manger told her that she is like empty box everyone can put her negative thoughts into her , AHMED agree with his manger and strted to explain to her how to take the negative thoughts and convert it to work for you not against you , by improving your self and your life , she asked him can you do what you advice me , he answer yes I can do it , she asked him why you loved me , he told her because of her , he felt her , he felt he can give her safety , I felt a lot of things but to be honest it is hard to explain , so anbia answered , “ now I feel I can sit near like little cat in your hands and do not think about all what happened in my life , I need you now , because now I feel safety with you like no other , I need you “ he told her , I love you and I will always do my best for us , so they start to plan about how she will tell her manger about she will leave the work and come to live in Egypt , in the main time , AHMED was trying hard to get visa , because ASYA she was unable to get the vise or to help him to make it , also he left his old work because they do not want give him money , and then AHMED contact with everyone he know to find work , he explained to ASYA about his work situation , that sometimes work is not easy and sometimes the money will not be so much to have a lot of fun and sometimes life will not be easy for both of them , she always assure him , to not worry , that she is with him and she will support him and she is ready to face the whole world for him , many time she saws some women comments on his facebook , and she is jealous about it , but he explained to her that there is nothing between them , except public comments , he have only ASYA in his life , and she believes him , she always asked him to not rush and time will show everything , but he is innocent in his love , the fights many times about religion , but he told her religion he will never talk about it , so do not think about it , she always loves him when he thinks in good way and try to check the truth before talk , she had very strong power of love even she wrote to him “ my emotions power is very strong , I can virus all around , my mood and people will follow it , behind me if will want , like you , when I am in love I can move mountains , the rabbits can it , but cats can ,, AHMED answered her , I love you forever ,, on 15^th of July there was accident at the train station , and he thoughts that she is in danger , she send images about it , and how she is safe , now he feels better and he can work , they starts to plan it together , so AHMED can bring one way ticket and spend with her from 29^th of July till 10 of august and they can back to sharm together , but in general it was hard to organize it like that because in her work they were opining a new place and she has to work hard , because she is perfect person about work she is very loyal , she decide to not leave her work till she make it perfect and give to a better person instead of her ,AHMED tried his best to go to her but unfortunately he was not successful to do it , so they talk together and he was very sad about it , she cried because she wants him so much , then she decide to come to spend with him 4 days , he tod her do not worry I will share the airplan ticket with you because you are my wife and I will not let you pay money alone , in general a lot of his friend they laugh at him , because when they know that he consider her as his wife and he share her the tickets they were against , but he told them he is serious and this girl will be his future true wife , and whatever the life it is hard she will support him , because already she is like him pore , honest , good person , and she is ready to challenge the world for him , AHMED was ready to fight and lose any one can say something wrong about his wife , and he always do ,

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Date: 2015-02-28; view: 655